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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Cory's been anxious for as long as he can remember. He tries to hide his panic attacks, but this time Shawn's right there in the room with him while it's happening.

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    13 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    The building groaned before it fell.

    That was the part Buck would remember later.
    The sound.

    Not the screaming. Not the smoke choking the air. Not even the moment the third floor pancaked down like paper.

    Just the groan.

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    10 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    They finally get everything they wanted, but Shane begins to unravel under pressure, expectation, and his own self-destruction, and Ilya is forced to watch the person he loves disappear in real time.

    And for the first time, love isn’t enough to fix it alone.

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    08 May 2026

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    Shane has everything he could ever ask for. A loving family. A devoted husband. The life he'd always dreamed of.

    So why does it feel like his chest is caving in when his mom calls Ilya her favourite?

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    07 May 2026

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    Vegas, after the NHL Awards and their hookup in the penthouse - Shane is not okay, Ilya is full of regrets and Scott Hunter is overworked and underqualified.

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    01 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane begrudgingly goes in to get an injury checked out. What shows up in his results will force him to slow down, to accept the help and comfort of the people who love him, including his annoying husband. Shane and Ilya show quiet strength as they hold onto each other every step of the way. Ilya proves that all of Shane's moods can be cured with a stupid Russian pet name.

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    22 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    “Shane?” Ilya croaked, his voice still heavy with slumber.
    “Are you alright?”

    The line was silent for a moment, but soon came a feeble reply.

    “I’m soooorry, Ilyaaa…”

    Shane’s words were slurred, his voice thick and discordant, providing Ilya with one very apparent fact: his husband was drunk.

    Very drunk, by the sounds of it.

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    Drunk Shane gets lost on a night out and hurts himself. Ilya comes to his rescue.

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    20 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 53

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    Shane pushes past the point of obsessive and into something far, far more dangerous, except he doesn't notice until its too late, until it has already ripped apart every facet of his life into brutally thin shreds of what is and what was.

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    Shane's eating habits take a turn for the worst.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    He knew that her parents weren’t around, though he didn’t know why. He knew she took care of her sister. But, he wondered, who took care of her? Mohan, probably. And Santos. Even Whittaker to an extent. Well, sign him up. Put him in, Coach. He’d take care of her, too.

    Or: all the ways Frank Langdon takes care of Mel King.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    It'd been easier for Shane to pretend the emotional meltdown that he'd had after their 2014 encounter in Vegas hadn't happened than to bring it up to Ilya. It'd only ever happened that one time. There's no reason to dwell on it or rehash old stuff when both of them are great at aftercare now and have been since they officially got together.

    --or, Shane definitely should've told Ilya sooner

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for over a year. In the dull months between special occasions such as their anniversary, and their time at the cottage, Ilya decides he wants to spice it up. Introducing new kinks leads to many discoveries for Shane, most important of them all: subspace and subdrop.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.

    He thinks, Ilya.

    He doesn’t remember much after that.

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
    The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…

    Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    "That's right Tom, a car seems to have crashed into the downtown Ottawa business center, it lit up in seconds. But the tragedy isn't over yet, another car spinning out and crashing into the first one-"

    The words faded from Ilya's ears.

    Ottawa Business Center

    "Wait, isn't that where Shane and Hayden-"

    Ilya was out of the room before he could finish speaking.

    Or: Shane goes to help Hayden secure a brand deal. He didn't realize he'd be trying to survive a fire in the process.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Ilya feels like he knows everything and nothing about Shane at once. He's a child of Nike, his team always wins Capture-the-flag, he's still in touch with his biological father, and he's obscenely lucky.

    What he doesn't know, is if Shane is the best or the worst person to quest with.

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    Aristotle's qualifications for a Greek tragedy include dianoia (thought and introspection) and opsis (spectacle and performance). Shane and Ilya bring both to the table.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.

    More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.

    He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?

    I already chose you, Hollander.

    Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.

    And then he crashed.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane has been an Ottawa Centaur for a month and is fitting in with the team. But now he has to face the Montreal Voyageurs for the first time since leaving. At least it is a home game. What could go wrong?

    Ilya has made it clear to the Centaurs how this game is going to go. Win the game, watch Shane’s back and send Montreal home crying. But Ilya is faced with watching his worst nightmare from 2017 happen again in front of his eyes. Shane gets hit. Bad.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “I don’t feel right.”

    The hand doesn’t pull away. Instead, it slides lower.

    Shane stiffens as fingers trace down his spine, lingering too long, dipping beneath the hem of his shirt. Skin-on-skin contact sends a jolt through him, not pleasure, not comfort, but something sharp and wrong. His breath catches.

    Then the hand grips him. Firmly. Possessive. Fingers digging into his ass through his jeans.

    Shane jerks slightly, confusion slicing through the fog. His heart stutters, a hard, uneven beat that makes his chest ache.

    That’s… not-

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    Someone puts something in Shane’s drink. Ilya is not happy.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    It's the first Ottawa vs Montreal game since Shane signed on with the Centaurs. Tensions are boiling over and it's ramping up to be an intense and brutal game.

    The Centaurs have a teammate to protect on the ice. Ilya has a husband to worry about. And Shane has something to prove to the old team that dropped him like he was nothing.

    When a hit is taken too far, no one can predict just how wrong things can go.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    "His skates edge caught wrong, shifted his weight, and he fucking fell down. The world tilted just enough.
    That’s all it took.

    One bad second. One bad angle. The puck sliding away like it was never his to begin with.

    He swallows hard, throat tight.

    I lost them the Cup.

    The words belong to himself. They’re just there, sitting in his chest.

    Why—

    “What the fuck was that, Hollander?”"

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    The one where Shane trips at the last Montreal vs Ottawa game and his Team are not kind about it. And what happens when he runs into Ilyas Teammate. What happens when Ilya finds out.

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    05 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 61

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    The thing is—Shane knows. He knows that hiding it from Ilya is bad, that his body is straddling the line between perfect health and debilitating illness. Not even his mother would support this, and she was in favor of the diet in the first place.
    It’s only that now that he’s started, he can’t stop. It’s like an experiment, a way to hide from the press and the interviews and the social media trolls.
    When he presses his fingers into the space between his ribs, it feels like accomplishment.

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    31 Jan 2026

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