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Cowardice by mewCoyote for Loveotomy
Fandoms: Shoujo Kakumei Utena | Revolutionary Girl Utena
23 Nov 2025
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"But I need you to say it," Shiori insisted. "I need you to prove it."
"Prove it?" Juri echoed. "You can't prove a feeling. You can only feel it."
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Juri consumes.
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- 728
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 2
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- 28
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28 May 2026
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The Time of Monsters by SouthSideStory
Fandoms: Shoujo Kakumei Utena | Revolutionary Girl Utena
07 Sep 2017
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This is the key: orphans want to be nurtured, the friendless crave an audience of peers, and all lonely creatures desire intimacy. Utena may be the loneliest creature at Ohtori, after Anthy herself. And the thing about loneliness is, no matter how you try to outrun it, it always catches up to you.
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28 May 2026
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What happened to Utena after the end of the series?
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- English
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- 138,867
- Chapters:
- 14/14
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- 2
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- 91
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- 420
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22 Mar 2026
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“Nothing about our lives is conventional. You’re a career woman. I’m a single mother. We were both duped into bigamy, and now, after divorcing the same man, we’re raising his son together.”
(aka: 1950s housewives experience bisexuality)Bookmarked by iCleanWater
19 Sep 2025
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Beatrice (unhinged, pretending to be extremely hinged) needs a date for her rich family's Christmas holiday. Ava (proudly out as an unhinged individual) wants to see what a rich person's Christmas holiday is like, and if it comes with an additional chance to fight homophobes, she's in. They've never met but they're also soulmates. Enjoy.
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02 Apr 2023
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forgive me distant wars (for bringing flowers home) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
29 Jan 2023
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'it scares you because the war is over but there’s a weight to her, a vigilance and a sadness, a grief — even though she kisses you with joy and tenderness and the sure promise of forever; she had called you, easily, her life partner at an airport cafe earlier — like her brain hasn’t quite caught up with the fact that she’s safe. there is no more unfinished business: you both made it out alive.'
or: bea learns how to feel the truth that the war is over.
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- Part 6 of girls against god
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29 Jan 2023
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Recently, Ava had been watching Youtube videos on mindfulness in an effort to try to increase the percentage of her thoughts she was able to keep just in her head. That training was about to fail her spectacularly. “One of the nuns is kind of cute.”
Mary’s fingers paused mid stitch. Ava’s fork paused halfway to her mouth as her brain caught up with what she’d just said.
“Ava, what the fu—”
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Ava has to spend several weeks in a church archive. The person running the archive is a nun, and also hot. She is totally normal and respectful about this.
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- English
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- 47,765
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 11
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- 1,253
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- 145,269
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26 Jan 2023
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"Bless me, Sister, for I have sinned..."
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16 Jan 2023
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Because it turns out the Halo can want things now, sort of. Not the way a human would, with thoughts or motivation or articulable desires. The Halo wants things the way a tree wants water and shoves a taproot through flagstone to get it, which is all well and good for the tree, but less so for the idiot trying to keep her patio intact. Unfortunately for Ava, she’s both the idiot and the taproot. The flagstone is her dignity. The water – for reasons becoming rapidly and unavoidably apparent – is Beatrice.
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the one where the halo imprints on beatrice like a duckling and is dead-set on making it ava’s problem
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- Part 1 of sentient halo au
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- English
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- 77,746
- Chapters:
- 9/9
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- 1,007
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- 7,387
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08 Jan 2023
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the planets & fates & all the stars aligned (i couldn’t lose) by possibilist
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
19 Jul 2023
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'the lights are bright and the grass is damp and fast and perfect. the crowd roars your name. there's kickoff and then the game — the beautiful, perfect game — stretches out before you, and you see it all. people ask why you love football, and you don’t know how to say that you feel in your body, in the palms of your hands, that you understand the truths of the world on the pitch.
and ava — ava silva, with the ball at her feet — is a miracle.'
or: football au
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- English
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- 34,517
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 371
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- 1,754
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- 31,669
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06 Jan 2023
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Devotion, Fidelity, Commitment, And Other Synonyms by morningsound15
Fandoms: Warrior Nun (TV)
30 Dec 2022
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And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; she is not worthy of her vows. She is taking advantage of Ava’s good nature, of her warmth, of her need for physical intimacy. She knows that she is. She knows that when Ava reaches for her in the dark it isn’t because she’s reaching for Beatrice so much as she’s reaching for someone. A body. Any body would suffice. Beatrice’s body, with its racing heart and its trembling fingers, with its weak-kneed sensibilities and inability to say no, just happens to be near.
And Beatrice is not good; she is not holy; because she does not stop it from happening. She leans into it. She draws Ava into herself, she breathes in the scent of Ava’s shampoo, she revels in the warmth of her skin beneath her clothes, in the perfect way Ava’s soft curves seem to meld against her own hardness. Beatrice is all sharp edges. She is stern, she is steel.
She is weak, for Ava and everything about her.
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5 + 1: five times Ava initiates romantic contact with Bea + the one time Beatrice does
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01 Jan 2023
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Beatrice is standing stiffly across the room. She rolls her shoulders, rolls her head on her neck, stares down at her hands. An unfamiliar smile slides across her face-- and Ava knows all of Beatrice’s smiles now, knows the polite nun smile and the customer service smile from the bar and the friendly smile for Hans and the small genuine one for Camila and the careful genuine one for when Ava makes her laugh and the less careful open one when Ava surprises her with coffee on the rare days she wakes up first-- and Ava’s stomach twists.
or: the wraith takes beatrice
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- English
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01 Jan 2023
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bring home a haunting by QuickYoke, youngbloodbuzz
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
09 Feb 2023
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Dani almost has her life together, when a familiar face arrives back in town after ten years. A childhood friends AU.
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- English
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- 380,682
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 622
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- 1,343
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Bookmarked by iCleanWater
22 Dec 2022
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no great revelation by QuickYoke
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Legends - All Media Types
26 Jun 2021
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Jamie just wants to enjoy a drink after a hard day's work on the Telosian Restoration Project. The last thing she needs is to get herself caught up in a mysterious woman with a lightsabre at the local bar.
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22 Dec 2022
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She had said before, ‘so many people mix up love and possession,’ and now years later she wondered if that was the reason why they had been given so much time. That maybe Viola thought this was love. That maybe she loved this. Loved her. Loved them.
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- English
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- 21,897
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- 3/3
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22 Dec 2022
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Ava would apologize but she’s not sorry at all: Beatrice is here, and Ava is tipsy, and the night is going great despite the fact that has perhaps possibly dug herself into a tiny financial hole betting on eight ball skills that she absolutely does not have.
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- Part 8 of happiness is a warm nun
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20 Dec 2022
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Beatrice finds herself musing not over duty and sacrifice and God, but the truth of angels, if they can be created rather than summoned. If they can take the form of women with overeager mouths and careless limbs and eyes with a depth that beckons - a crooked finger, a spiral staircase - if they can be both human and not, both beautiful and terrifying.
Ava asks, What do you want, Beatrice?
(Tell me and I’ll give it to you. Tell me and I’ll build you a home there. Tell me and I’ll rearrange the universe to make it all fit, angels and demons be damned. Tell me it’s me. Me. Me.)
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- English
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- 2/2
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- 10
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- 788
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17 Dec 2022
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The Nightingale and the Knife by dragontamer
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age: Origins
04 Jan 2015
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Reverend Mother at the oaken door with a decanter of wine and a jar of honey. Sometimes a thousand twangling instruments will hum about mine ears, and sometime voices—
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29 Oct 2022
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you search the mountain by orphan_account
Fandoms: World of Warcraft, Warcraft - All Media Types
29 Jun 2020
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The borders of Kul Tiras are closed to all outsiders. Sylvanas, Banshee Queen, hopes to use the impending civil war in Boralus to her advantage, and thereby lure Kul Tiras to the side of the Horde. A Drust AU.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 125,535
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 347
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- 1,573
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- 432
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Bookmarked by iCleanWater
05 Oct 2022
Bookmarker's Notes
I love this fic. I especially love drust!Jaina
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thou silver deity (of secret night) by lorelaislatte
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
23 Jul 2021
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Strange things happen on the moors, Hannah had told her, that very first day she’d arrived. She’d chuckled, brushing it off, but Hannah’s hand had caught her arm, stopping her. No, Jamie. Listen to me. Strange things happen on the moors.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 16
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- 57
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- 5
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- 390
Bookmarked by iCleanWater
06 Sep 2022