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Castiel finds himself held in Dean’s arms, both of them on their knees, unsteady after the journey back from the empty.
Dean holds him.
Dean keeps holding him.
Dean holds him much longer than he ever has before, much longer than Castiel thinks he’s seen a human embrace another before. He holds him so long and so close their bodies start to sway.
Castiel isn’t about to tell him to stop.
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Oh you know the same fic I and everyone else has written a hundred times already; let's go people, from the top by iamindeeddistressed
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
30 Aug 2025
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After coming back to life, Cas spends his first night and morning with Dean getting used to the new status quo.
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when you finally give yourself permission to be Happy by iamindeeddistressed
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Jul 2025
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In Purgatory for the second time, to stop Dean from confessing, Castiel admits he made a deal.
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After Cas comes back to life and they go on a date, they enjoy a quite moment alone.
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Cowboys from all over the American West travel to Abilene, Texas, just to get a taste of Dean Winchester, one of the only—and best—male prostitutes out there, and he makes good money from them, too. Unfortunately, most of that money goes toward his family, who he’s not even allowed to see on account of his no-good piece of shit daddy who kicked him out.
When tenderfoot cowboy Castiel rides into town, Dean starts to crave something he hasn’t had in a long while— a real home.
Together, Dean and Castiel have to navigate the inhospitable world of the American West, and discover for themselves what family means, when family pushes you away.
**Previously titled "A Boy Whore From Abilene"**
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I've Cursed The Gloom That Set Upon Us (But I Know That I Love You So) by MyAngelWearsTeal
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
08 Aug 2025
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(9 Pages Fan Comic)
Some time after Cas was taken by the Empty, Dean disappeared in the middle of the night, leaving a worried Sam trying to trace his tracks.
What if this case is the solution to all his hurt and longing? Could Dean lie to himself enough to stay in a world where everything is better than anything he'd ever dream of?
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24 Aug 2025
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Dean can't sleep. Cas offers to tire him out.
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05 Nov 2023
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“How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.
The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.
The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.
“I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”
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Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.
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07 Nov 2023
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It took getting into Heaven for Dean and Cas to finally express their feelings.
Or did it? When Jack frees all the deserving and penitent angels from the Empty, Uriel reveals that there’s a significant gap in Dean and Cas’ memory: the first time they found their way to each other. It happened all the way back in 2009, when Dean was fresh from Hell and Cas was just beginning to have doubts.
When Uriel returns those missing memories, Dean and Cas have some reckoning to do.
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07 Feb 2025
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Dean and Cas become accidental co-parents who then accidentally fall in love. Jack is their sweet baby boy.
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