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castles out of couches by halfbloom (diphylleias)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 May 2020
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“Chuuya," Dazai starts solemnly. He pitches his voice intentionally low as he pulls on a severe expression. A dramatic sigh leaves his mouth. "I think it’s time we break up."
"Fucking finally," Chuuya snorts. "Now stop whining and do the damn dishes."
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04 Jun 2026
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A year out of college, Scaramouche's life is great. He's got a one-bedroom apartment he shares with his wonderfully sympathetic boyfriend, Kazuha, going on their one-year anniversary, and a beautifully opportunistic office job just a twenty minutes' drive away. He's got everything he could ask for. His life is simple and manageable, and Kazuha reassures him he's inching away from the 'illness' that plagues him more and more each day, by the grace of God. He holds his life together by tape and tight corporate smiles, trying desperately to be the healed version of himself he so viciously wants to be.
He isn't, inescapably. The tape rips. Everything comes crashing down after that.
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02 Jun 2026
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There was a time where Chuuya had nothing. No memories, no people, he couldn’t even say with certainty he had a soul. Back then, something in him burned. It yearned for air, it yearned for fuel, it yearned and yearned and yearned. He wanted someone to trust. He wanted someone to love.
He learns better than to expect it.
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Nowadays, Chuuya loves high places.
Beyond love, beyond life, beyond need, Chuuya has grown to seek freedom.
Dazai leads him home.
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- Part 5 of bsd is my suffering sandbox
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02 Jun 2026
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Dazai approaches.
Something is strange about his gait. Like he’s hesitating. Like he’s trying not to scare a cornered animal.
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Or: Five years ago, Chuuya got transportet to an alternate universe by an ability. AU!Dazai is cruel and merciless, tormenting Chuuya every chance he gets. When Chuuya eventually returns to his own world, he is hurt, wary and understandably scared. Dazai has to pick up the pieces and regain his ex-partner's trust.
This is extremely self-indulgent.
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25 May 2026
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A memory comes to him; in the dark as they lay in bed, a small whisper between their faces, a secret moment, Promise Chuuya won't ever use Corruption when I'm not there?
What if you're not there and I have no choice? Chuuya asked.
Chuuya has to wait for me. I don't care what's happening. Chuuya has to wait.
Chuuya stares down at his screen, hidden again behind some debri. There is still no response. His hand tightens around it, tremulous. He had to have seen it by now. Dazai's phone is always in his pocket.
Shit. Does he really not give a damn anymore?
He remembers a small smile, eyes gentle and deep and dark. I'll always come for Chuuya.
Liar.
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Dazai has been distant with Chuuya these days, seeming to have grown bored of him and has been spending more and more time with Oda Sakunosuke. This sudden rift has consequences, and Chuuya will be the one to bear it.
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24 May 2026