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there’s only so much one can take by sam (irlfemzai)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Feb 2025
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“ ‘there’s only so much one child can take’
were the first words odasaku spoke to him
after finding his soon-to-be corpse, passed out
on the floor of his shipping container, deep and
shallow cuts everywhere on his body, and an
empty bottle of prozac sitting right next to him.He wasn’t a child (not that he ever was), but he wasn’t a man either, let alone human. “
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Dazai reflects on the time oda found him after a suicide attempt.
Dazai is healing, slowly, but healing.EDIT!
written rly badly don’t get a bad impression of me from dis gng
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Learning to Trust by Wildpoet
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Jun 2026
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“You alright?” Hizashi asked under his breath, nudging Aizawa’s arm with his own, and Aizawa scowled.
“Fine. Don’t you have announcements to handle?”
“Not for another three minutes,” Hizashi whispered back. “I know these exams are rough for you. What with these kids being the same age you were-“
“Are you going to ask me this every year?” Aizawa snapped, and Hizashi stepped back, raising his hands in a sign of peace. “I’m fine. Just focused on making sure the students we allow in have actual potential.”Or: Izuku and Himiko became best friends while living on the streets, and he and Aizawa have a closer relationship then either of them know yet.
Bookmarked by sam (irlfemzai)
15 Jun 2026
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And in the puddles of blood, I see you by Shinagmi
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
07 May 2026
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Depression has slowly stalked Deku for the past year or so. Hiding in the shadows like a panther— it never leaves his mind. He had managed to keep it at bay after getting one for all. However, after all might lost his power, and the stress of being the true successor started to press in on him from all sides, the haunting darkness began to creep back into Deku's chest and clutch his heart with sharp claws.
There’s only one thing that can keep the crowding emptiness away.
The kiss of a blade and the bite of a cut.
After years of being careful, you’d think Deku would know not to go too deep. But what were to happen if one day in a blur of emotions and a haze of emptiness he dug too far down? The ugliness of his true self was spilled out for everyone to see. How can he hide himself any longer if his insides were carved out? If the gazes of his friends and teachers turned from admiration to horror.
If one day—he went too deep.
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Bookmarked by sam (irlfemzai)
15 Jun 2026
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Curse Of Insomnia by A_Person33
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 Apr 2026
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Izuku Midoriya is quirkless, which means he doesnt have a place in the hero system. He makes one.
For three years he works in the gaps, stopping what he can, staying out of sight, and building something real out of nothing while the city sleeps. He calls it research, Eraserhead calls it a problem that he hasn't decided what to do with yet.
Part I of V. The story starts before UA
Series
- Part 1 of Daydreams
Bookmarked by sam (irlfemzai)
14 Jun 2026
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Izuku's Self Deadly Quirk by SprinkledOutAngst
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
21 May 2026
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Bookmarked by sam (irlfemzai)
14 Jun 2026
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Repetition .5 by SprinkledOutAngst
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
21 May 2026
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Izuku faces against the hero killer...
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- Part 2 of Izuku's Self Deadly Quirk
Bookmarked by sam (irlfemzai)
14 Jun 2026