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  1. Rec 4

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    Irina Rozanov has always lived on the ice, long before it was ever hers.
    Raised in the shadow of legends, the daughter of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, she grew up in rinks and arenas, trailing behind her Papa and Dad as they built their legacy. The crowd, the pressure, the spotlight; she’s known it all her life.
    Now, at seventeen, Irina becomes the youngest skater selected for the Junior Figure Skating Competition. It’s her moment. Her name. Her turn.
    Until she meets him.
    Theodore Tristan—cold, controlled, and dangerously captivating. A skater as brilliant as he is untouchable. His presence cuts through her focus, his gaze lingers too long, and suddenly the ice beneath her feels thinner than ever.
    Because what builds between them isn’t just rivalry.
    It’s tension. It’s obsession. It’s something neither of them can afford.
    And far from the eyes of the world, beyond the competitions and expectations, they find themselves crossing lines they were never meant to.
    On the ice, they fight for victory.
    Off it, they risk everything.

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    04 May 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

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    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    27 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    I remember the first time I met Harry and Liam. They were both decently shy boys that gravitated towards each other because their mums were best friends. My family had just moved to London so my mom could have a “fresh start.” Turns out fresh start means get a new boyfriend immediately even though he is rude to both your kids. I was 8 years old and everything here was much different than when I was in America. (And that was only the start.)

    Things you need to know.
    My name is Sydney. I have one half-brother named Niall.
    My best friends are Liam and Harry.
    Liam’s dad got remarried when we were 10, and now Liam has a step-brother, two years older than him, Louis Tomlinson.
    Louis’ best friend is Zayn.

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    09 Sep 2021