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The bitter realisation made Max chuckle. That's right, he is not with them. Because he is a loser. Dwelling on a love that never reciprocated properly. Dying for a man that played him like a guitar. Just like his dad did. Max was always controlled by people his entire life. From childhood to teenage his dad and from teenage to the big age of 26 by ‘Him’.
And he will still wait for him, die for him. Because losers like Max don't deserve anything better. His dad was right once again. Jos Verstappen has always been right.
Max Verstappen is a doll. Pretty on the outside, broken and woven on the inside. Used and discarded by people because he only deserves that.
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15 Apr 2026
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Beware the man who never loses his calm, because his obsession is the fire you won't see coming.
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15 Mar 2026
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Max doesn’t know how Lando managed to drag him to this party in one of the most expensive hotels in Amsterdam, and where he had to wear silly animal masks, but he won’t certainly complain now. Not when the hottie with green eyes and the wolf mask is looking at Max like he is prey, and Max is two seconds away from presenting himself on a golden plate for him. His own fox mask is a little crooked to the side, where the man’s hand is placed on his neck as he leans into him, his hot breath ghosts over his ear.
“How drunk are you?” he asks.
“Just tipsy,” Max says. “But enough to not feel ashamed when I say that I want you to fuck me.”
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10 Mar 2026
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It’s preseason. There’s a welcome party. There are rookies. There is alcohol.
What could possibly go wrong?Or: the 2019 Rookies have officially made it to the grid, so of course there needs to be a welcome party!
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- Part 6 of Secretly, Softly
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25 Feb 2026
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"You're insane." Lando muttered, a strange mix of awe and mockery.
"And yet," Charles said, stepping past him now, so close their shoulders brushed. "You keep talking to me."
"Because you're the most interesting monster in this house," Lando called after him, still smiling. "That's why."
Charles never knew how to live without Max.
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- Part 2 of shades of obsession
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11 Feb 2026