joykiller
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There was no rat(s), but a magical boy and a miraculous encounter.
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There's just enough syllables in your name and just enough of a chemical imbalance in my brain to make it seem true. And for that, Universe, thank you.
patrick is a ghost. pete hates himself. and its weird, i guess.
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cancer (walk the long road with me) by joykiller for sakusakuabe
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco
19 Apr 2026
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“Mothers will be mothers,” Ryan repeats, amused. I must’ve struck a chord with him. “Sons will be sons, treated like daughters.”
“And boys will be boys,” I add. Are we finally having an intellectual conversation?
“We communicate best inebriated,” he proclaims through a wheeze, forgoing his usual eloquence. He clutches his stomach, sinks into my shoulder, and anchors his hands to my waist. There’s loud bass and chit-chat and the beating of about a dozen hearts, but I hear mine the loudest, and faintly, Ryan’s quickening pulse right next to my ear.
Ryan Ross is a dream I never want to wake up from.
Or: Brendon has 2 months left.
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Matsumoto Jun wasted his youth on a one-sided love.