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    Beomgyu didn't really know what had happened to him. Of course, this was a recognisable feeling, but he thought he’d healed. Everything was going well. He was happy. His friends were happy. But his mind told him he shouldn't be. His mind told him to suffer, to skip meals again, to avoid talking to those he loved. And while the skipping meals part was difficult, he found it easy to shut down a little more everyday. He spent more time in his room, cracked less jokes during practice, declined innocent hangouts because he was “too tired” or “had other plans.”

    It genuinely came out of nowhere. But that was the art of depression: surprise attacks that lacked a catalysing force.

     

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    Choi Beomgyu struggles to balance idol life with his rapidly declining mental health.

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    “It’s not that weird,” Soobin says calmly, pulling his shirt over his head. “What’s that thing they say? Friends who lose their virginity together, stay together, or something?”

    Nobody has ever said that, but Kai digresses.

    Yup, that’s Huening Kai. You’re probably wondering how he ended up in this situation: about to platonically lose his virginity to his best friend.

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    23 May 2026

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    Soobin had never been worried about his relationship to his members or his place in their pack. He knew he was loved and valued, and he also knew that whatever his subgender turned out to be, that love wouldn't change.
    Then he presented as a beta, and the resulting fallout made him wonder if he even had a place in their pack anymore, or if he'd ever had one to begin with.

    Now with a Russian Translation!: link

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Jooyeon had three rules: no mornings, no exercise, no feelings that couldn't be left on stage where they belonged. Then Hyeongjun taught him to breathe, and Jooyeon realized he'd been suffocating for years.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    devastating. most beautiful thing i think i’ve ever read and im never forgetting this fic

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    “i’m sorry, let me get this straight,” beomgyu's voice is thin, bordering on incredulous as he pinches the bridge of his nose. taehyun stares at him eagerly, waiting for him to continue his sentence. “you want me to fuck your best friend...for science?”

     

    “yes!” taehyun confirms. it’s really that simple.

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    or; the taegyukai squirting fic no one asked for.

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    17 Feb 2026