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In which Dean is forced to deal with his trauma and come to a reckoning with himself. Also, Cas is there.
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"No one hates you as much as you do," Crowley told him once. That's Dean's whole M.O. right there. His two fundamental truths are that it is his job to save everyone, and that no matter how many people he saves it will never change the fact that he is 90% crap.
Dean knows who he is. Yeah, he's done some good for the world, okay, he gets that. But deep down? The person he is inside is still worthless. Dean will never be good enough, never be any kind of role model. He's never going to shake that, so if that's what this whole seven trials angelic bullshit is about, then he and Cas might as well hold hands and drive off the cliff now.
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07 Jun 2026
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Castiel doesn’t know where the runaway in Dean has gone, but he’s not sure that man exists anymore. The omega in his backseat has been badly broken. He hasn’t said a word to Castiel; hasn’t protested aside from flinching, hasn’t even pleaded to be spared. He’s just… empty. Tired. Castiel can smell layers of fear, sour and old on the omega’s skin, an emotion so often felt that it’s now a permanent stain on his scent. He can only begin to imagine what Dean has been through to put him in this state of apathy.
At sixteen years old, Dean Winchester signed away his life in order to protect what he loves most. He's spent the last eleven years as the property of various alphas, each crueler than the last. Purchased by a new master that promises him nothing but safety, his life is about to dramatically change - and with any luck, it will be for the better.Series
- Part 1 of Maybe Sprout Wings Universe
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04 Jun 2026
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Don’t panic.
Don’t beg.
Don’t give them anything to use against you.It’s been Dean’s mantra for the past five years, and somehow, against all odds, he’s managed to survive. Survived being betrayed. Survived being sold. Survived being beaten and used and thrown out like yesterday’s trash — and, miraculously, he’s managed to do it all with his spirit still intact.
But now he has a new owner. One who is powerful yet principled, careful where others were careless. A man who should be like all the rest and somehow isn’t.
Dean doesn’t know what’s more dangerous: a system he understands, or a man who refuses to follow it — but when Castiel looks at him like he might actually be worth something, Dean's not sure the answer matters anymore.
A story about survival, second chances, and what it means to be seen.
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02 Jun 2026
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For Ryan's sake, Homelander and Butcher reached an unspoken truce in the face of Soldier Boy and Maeve. That truce carried over into the bed.
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01 Jun 2026
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Through the last several years, Dean has done a lot of things he shouldn’t have.
Agreeing to have sex for money with a guy who has mafia affiliations is probably up there, though.
But Dean has a kid to care for and he can’t really afford to say no.
Especially not when saying yes feels like this.
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31 May 2026