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    “You also drink blood now,” Luke points out.

    “Like, exclusively,” Calum adds, looking down at the remnants of the hot dogs the rest of them had for lunch like he’s in mourning.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    5 seconds of summer have a few days off, and michael's not getting out of bed. calum ends up joining him.

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    21 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ashton crosses the room, ready to fall into his own bed and sleep for as long as possible when he hears Calum sniffle and let out a quiet sigh.

     

     

    “You’re never gonna love me.”
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    The night of Calum's 23rd birthday, he accidentally tells Ashton more than he ever planned to about his feelings. Ashton looks back at the last eight years and does some soul searching.

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Hey,” Luke pants. “Mind if I have a sip of your drink?”

    Michael looks between Luke and his cup. He makes a face like he’s in pain.

    “Uh,” Michael says. “I don’t…think you’d like it much.”

    Luke gulps. The cup sits ominously on the desk between them.

    Oh.

    Oh.

    He’s got blood in there, hasn’t he?

    Or, Luke is convinced that the guy he's doing his course project with is a vampire, and he's going to prove it. Michael just wants to get through the semester.

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    21 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    Michael focuses on their hands. 

    The contrast between their skin, Calum’s chipped black nail polish, Michael’s finger tattoos, the difference in their size.

    It wasn’t always like this. Calum’s hand used to be smaller, Michael’s fingers used to be less calloused, but it’s still familiar, after years of doing this.

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    5 times Michael grabbed Calum’s hand over the years + 1 time Calum grabbed Michael’s

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    15 Jun 2026