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Felix notices the way his dad looks at him.
He'd be an idiot if he didn’t. He’s lived underneath his roof for the last twenty-five years, and his father’s gazes have only grown in abundance. He stares and he watches, and he doesn’t care if Felix notices.
Felix always does, and he preens under the attention. He’s desperate for it, despite trying not to be. He’s given up, truthfully.
Everyone has always called him a daddy’s boy. He never used to think much of it until he started looking at Chan the same way. Until they were looking at each other with weird looks in their eyes that couldn’t be categorized under familial.
or: Felix is a daddy's boy. Always has been, always will be.
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04 Jun 2026
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"Taking pictures while you sleep
Leftovers on the table, strangers on the TV
I'm bleeding from my ears
Sneaking out while you're asleep 'cause you're my biggest fear
And I think of you"- Misuse Oh by Ethel Cain
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Felix crumbles. His dad is there to catch him.
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- Part 1 of If you love me, keep it to yourself
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02 Jun 2026
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Felix has always wanted a dog and he's finally convinced his long-term boyfriend Chan to adopt, but at what cost? There’s something off about Bubbles, however Felix’s rose coloured glasses blind him and all Chan can do is sit back and watch it unfold.
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25 May 2026
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In the dead of night, Jeongin jumps into a stranger's car....
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15 Nov 2024
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From closer, it’s clear that Minho is about his age. He’s handsome— very much so— in an untouchable sort of way. Straight nose, sharp eyes, a defined cupid’s bow. He looks sculpted rather than born. Jisung might shrink under the weight of his presence if the situation were different.
Knowing that Minho is dying ruins the illusion of perfection.
Jisung answers an ad online reading: "I'm going to die, but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet that I don't want to do alone."
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09 Apr 2025