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    "Someone did this to me."

    Ilya can only nod, knowing that there's not much else to say. What comfort can he offer, when he can only imagine the turmoil that Shane must feel?

    "You're safe now," he offers, hoping that it can offer some measure of solace.

    Shane's eyes flit back to him, wide and swallowed up by a tangle of emotions.

    "I always was," he says, his voice hushed. "You were there."

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    Shane is drugged by heat inducers at the club, and Ilya is there to help him through it.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “I mean yeah, it stung a little that it felt like you just wanted to fuck me and be over with it, but I was used to that.” Shane starts explaining.

    Ilya can’t help the hurt noise that escapes him.

    “But uh, we didn’t kiss.” Shane tacks on.

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    Ilya finds out that Shane dropped in Vegas.

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    09 May 2026

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    Shane ends up sending the "we didn't even kiss" text, and Ilya Rozanov (rightfully) freaks the fuck out.

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    05 May 2026

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    Ilya's POV for the Vegas scene

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Then, Ilya pulled away. Shane let his eyes flutter open.

    He was met with hooded blue pearls. The Alpha’s pupils were blown wide, and Ilya was giving him a look. A look of… adoration, affection… a look of–

    Ilya stared at Shane as if he were the Alpha’s mate.

    And just as easily as he had let himself slip into a world of blissful nothingness, Shane’s entire world came crashing down.

    His stomach churned, the color drained from his cheeks. His pupils shrunk back down and his last breath remained clogged in the depths of his drought of a throat. The Omega’s head was suddenly beaten to a pulp, his brain smoosh and his thoughts a whirlwind of regret. He was sinking, he was falling. He couldn’t– he said he wouldn’t. He promised himself–

    No. No, this couldn’t be.

    It was all going so fucking wrong.

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    Shane accidentally goes into a panic heat and subdrop simultaneously after leaving Ilya on the couch

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    12 Apr 2026