lavenderneverhelps
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Its almost scary how well you get to know a body that's not your own when dating, in more ways than sexual. There's a more intimate layer when you can tell what the other is thinking or feeling just by an exchange of glance. Predict another's joy or discomfort just based off a few facts. It's almost as if being broken open whole before carefully being put together in such a tender way that feels like the hurt was never there in the first place.
5 (+1) times that Kiyoomi and Atsumu realise they really do know each other.
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Kiyoomi's career was at its peak, after years of playing roles in smaller projects to smaller roles in well acclaimed ones he had slowly made it up to having multiple big breaks, landing him a starring role in a well renowned project. It was all going to plan until he found out who his stunt double was, sending him into a spiral of unwanted reminiscing and pure annoyance. He swore he would rather rip each strand of his hair out individually than deal with a certain blond as only his luck would lend him to a situation like this.
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A sly grin fell over Suna’s face, “I know, but I could fuck you.”
It was usually the other way around, but Suna would be lying if he were to say he hadn’t been planning on requesting it in one of his coming visits. The eye contact was short lived as Osamu’s face lit up bright red at the suggestion.
“Maybe you just need a change of pace.” Suna smiled back sweetly, relishing in how cute his boyfriend was when flustered.
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Osamu was a busy man. As much as he claimed the stress hadn't gotten to him Suna sees otherwise. After a month of distance Suna searches to close it finding out more about his boyfriend. -
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“Atsumu, wake up,” He repeated the plea, the only response was a snore.
Sakusa decided that just calling his name clearly wasn’t doing it so he progressed to shaking the other’s shoulder. With a few more nudges Atsumu finally came to, his eyes only opening slightly as he looked at Sakusa in the darkness.
“Omi what is it?” Atsumu slurred sleep still heavy over him.
“You’re snoring.” Sakusa complained.
Atsumu nor Sakusa were perfect and their contrasting sleeping habits often highlighted that fact; 5 different sleeping habits of the two.
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“See Omi, this is what I mean. Ya really thought about everything huh?” Atsumu smiled to himself as he got comfortable on the couch.
Atsumu wakes up with a fever and Sakusa takes care of him.
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“I just got this job, I’m not givin’ it up for some moral boost ‘cause I actually need to pay my rent, ya insensitive -” Atsumu waves his hands around, trying and failing to come up with the right word to convey the amount of injustice that this gaunt motherfucker has brought into his relatively simple life thus far.
“If you can’t pay your rent, go get a job at the McDonald’s over by 8th Street,” Sakusa growls, “it’ll pay more than your researcher position.”
If you even attempt assault on a coworker, forget teaching about cells - you’ll fucking be in one, Atsumu.
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21 May 2025
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Well into his twenties, Sakusa Kiyoomi is a supportive uncle, a successful professional athlete, and a relatively well-adjusted individual, despite claims (from his cousin and his sister and his brother and his partner—who has, frankly, no room to talk—and his aforementioned presumed niece, a literal child) alluding otherwise.
It took some elbow grease and a hefty amount of introspective dish soap to get there.
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Or, A trip to the airport to help out a teammate, two decades in the making.
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- Part 2 of dermatology and you
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01 May 2025
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They fall together with remarkable ease, an agreement that works for both of them. A way to relieve stress, a safe way to deal with any pent up tension. Atsumu's silly fancy from when he was a teenager is a thing of the past, Kiyoomi barely remembers the brazen confessions, the earnestness of those feelings.
“I—” Atsumu hesitates, looking up with a jerk. He looks panicked, frantic and unsure with wide eyes and a trembling mouth. Kiyoomi is scared too, the shape of Atsumu is still burned inside his body but his chest has already gone hollow.
“I like you,” Atsumu says. “I like you so much.” He pauses for a long moment before amending, “I love you. I’m sorry.”
It was never supposed to be like this.Alternatively: Five (5) times Atsumu (kind of) confesses and the one (1) time Kiyoomi takes his turn.
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24 Mar 2025
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"D'you mean it?"
He’s spent the whole week pushing against it. What he’s doing when he looks at Atsumu. What his eyes do with the image of him, the close-enough, the memory of someone else so easily painted onto what's before him. He fixes his gaze on Atsumu’s chest, lets his vision blur. He’s tall. Lean. Sun-kissed. It's close enough.
It won’t make him feel better, and Hajime doesn’t care. He drank himself here deliberately. He wants it anyways.
“Yeah,” Hajime says. “I mean it.”
Iwaizumi, and a couple years of distance, drunk on memory. The primitive ways we cope.Bookmarked by lavenderneverhelps
10 Feb 2025
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don't talk to me or any of my fourteen children ever again by meregalaxiesandgods
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
23 Jul 2021
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Ukai Keishin was not—and had no interest in becoming—a father. He’d somehow become responsible for fourteen children regardless.
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10 Jul 2024