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    “I’m obsessive about everything,” Neil protests, sitting in a booth with the four upperclassmen he can stand. “What makes this obsession special?”

    “Okay, we get the Exy obsession, because you’re legitimately planning on going pro, and we get the Kevin obsession because he’s dedicated to teaching you to go pro, and we even get the Minyard obsession,” Dan says.

    “Shh,” Neil pleads desperately, hoping beyond hope that nobody heard that.

    “But the podcast has nothing to do with Exy! It’s half about music, and you don’t even like music that much,” Dan says. “It’s literally just music and a really weird guy talking about his homicidal impulses, and it sorta sounds like a joke, but on a much more real level it sounds like it’s absolutely not a joke and I would call the authorities if this guy gave any personal details at all,” Dan says.

    “It’s mostly a joke,” Neil offers, but it sounds weak to his own ears.

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    In which Andrew has a podcast, and Neil falls in love with him twice.

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    19 May 2026

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    Neil's excuse for all this mess was that he's not good at directions. He got lost easily and, one day after class, found himself at the door of a small, cozy café. Having a hot drink and just relaxing there sounded amazing, but things never go the way Neil plans them, of course.

    So, when he saw that the only available sit at the place was next to Andrew, who was known for hating Neil—and almost everyone, to be fair—he thought "fuck it, I'm going to bother the shit out of him", and so he did. For several days. Non-stop.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Kevin's childhood friend is transferred into their school out of the blue. Andrew doesn't care at all.

    Neil isn’t much taller than Andrew himself but he’s definitely leaner. His auburn hair consists of short wavy strands, high cheekbones a little rosy like he just got exposed to cold. Wrapped in his long grey coat, he has no business looking this well groomed as if they’re in the middle of a cocktail party.

    Pale blue eyes focus on Andrew momentarily as a barely there, hesitant smile appears on the guy’s full lips. Then Neil opens his mouth and says “Hello.” in the most fucking posh accent and hell no.

    Andrew immediately scowls. “No.”

    Neil merely shrugs, easy elegance showing itself in his movement. "Okay."

    Andrew decides at the moment he hates this guy with a burning passion.

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    29 Nov 2025

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    Neil is nothing and everything all at once, the entire universe for Andrew, however small of a universe that is. Even Aaron is starting to see it, though the pieces still don't line up.

    And Andrew is trying to convince Aaron that he's never jealous? Yeah right. You don't spend your entire life being denied, being hurt, going through foster care with nothing to call your own only to be okay with someone else trying to take the one bright piece of life you call yours.

    Or, Aaron is done with Andrew's shit and makes it his job to prove his brother wrong.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    He saw the duffel.
    It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…
    He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.

    Andrew's perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.

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    20 Nov 2025