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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    You're a simple medical student. You live a quiet, boring life. Everything changes when you get caught up in the gangs shenanigans in Blackwater, and now, you're stuck with them. Dutch promises that once you leave the icy mountains, he'll return you home. However, people are getting attached, and you'll find that the attention of an outlaw is just as dangerous as they are.

    This will be a fic, as well as headcanons. Note that it does take a yandere approach. My Tumblr is why-dont-i-work if you want to make requests.

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    17 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Avery manages to find D3rLord before he even managed to get out of that mine. Pining ensues.

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    01 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Derek slumps in his chair. After so long, he closes his eyes. A smile reaches his lips. Tears well and pour. His pulse stops in a rhythm. His life is slipping, and the universe floods his eyes. The stars, the earth, all of history, all that will ever be, aliens and starships, occultism and symbols, every language across the known realm; It's too fast to comprehend, but the beauty brings him to breathlessness. The king's screams echo through the chaos.

    Somewhere, out there, right there, right here, Avery cries. Derek knows he's mourning. The hope, the hopelessness, the love, the betrayal, the grief, he willingly feels it all. He looks through the house. Avery's mother is watching the ball drop, His sister and brother bicker over alcohol. Fireworks thunder outside. Derek revels in the celebrations. He won't get another. Avery's sobs are drowned out by the noise below. He extends his oblivion-touched hands, but cannot reach him.

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    01 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Hell is too small a word.
    Too neat.
    Too contained.

    What D3rlord3 endured had no limit, no containment. It was messy, sloppy and overwhelmingly too much.

    It followed him home and made itself comfortable inside his thoughts, whispering truths, false statements and knowledge that no mortal human should know about that he didn't ask for peel him apart from the inside. Slowly turning him into someone he doesn't recognize anymore. A shell of the man he once was.

    He is alive in the technical sense only—functioning, breathing, breaking slowly while a King, a God, a Monster, a Eldritch Horror, watched his every move, keeping him alive for a reason he did not know.

    Or at least thats what he was going to keep telling himself.

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    01 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    His love life is flowing smoothly and steadily like the river Lithe. Well, except.

    Except every time the air shifts, growing hotter and heavier, Death hesitates and declares work awaits him on the surface.

    First time around, Zagreus wasn’t disheartened and wished him to be back soon. Then it happened again. And again. It is blatantly obvious now - no matter if the call to the mortal world is real in these moments - Thanatos is avoiding being intimate with him.

    Or Zagreus discovers Thanatos has tentacle dick and they explore the joys of it together ;)

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    19 Jan 2026