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   Bitter Desire by slutrrys

   Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
   • Harry Styles & Louis Tomlinson
   • Harry Styles
   • Louis Tomlinson
   • Niall Horan
   • Zayn Malik
   • Liam Payne
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Eleanor Calder
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates
   • Top Louis Tomlinson
   • Bottom Harry Styles
   • Slow Burn
   • Minor Violence
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Sexuality Crisis
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Childhood Trauma
   • louis is a dickhead at the start
   • i promise he redeems himself
   • Harry Styles is Louis Tomlinson's Baby | Sweetheart
   • Louis Tomlinson Calls Harry Styles Pet Names
   • Harry Styles is Obsessed with Louis Tomlinson
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • Forced Proximity
   • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotionally Repressed
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Smut
   • cheating (not on each other)
   • Mutual Pining
   • Anxiety and panic attacks
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • a lot of british humour and swearing sorry xx
   • Power Bottom Louis Tomlinson
   • he only bottoms once near the end

   Summary

   "It's always the secretly gay, closeted men who have the deepest resentment towards the openly gay ones."

   "You don't know what the fuck you're talking about. I'm not fucking gay."

   Louis swears he isn’t gay, but then Harry moves in with his stupid painted nails and this annoying confidence that makes everything Louis thinks he knows about himself feel like a lie.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

   43/43

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