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    Dazai's plan to stop Fyodor involves sacrificing his life. He should have known that even the best-made plans are useless when there’s someone like Chuuya out there, who just won’t stop saving him.

    A journey of growing and growing old together.

    [or: chuuya saves dazai's life by linking their souls & lifespans together]

    [cover art by @Behaxeltzi]
    [COMPLETE as of 11/30/19]
    [cover by yue-san!]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    20 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    “You called me a paper shuffler. And my requests irrelevant.”

    “Precisely,” Chuuya says without looking back at him, fingers tapping mechanically on the keyboard. “Any problem with that?”

    (A tragicomedy in suits: Chuuya shields himself from love, and Dazai is a fool with a crush he can't communicate.)

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    30 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    Nakahara Chuuya has had a million questions his whole life.

    Why does he hear a stranger's voice when he sleeps? Why can't he remember the first seven years of his life? Why is Dazai Osamu hellbent on being the shittiest shithead to ever shit on this earth?

    On his 18th birthday, however, things change.

    Despite no answers, he no longer has so many questions.

    Just one:

    Where the fuck did these undead creatures come from?


    OR: Dazai and Chuuya are high-school enemies that have to work together to make it out of a zombie outbreak in their school — insert unwavering trust, mutual pining and a shitload of angst.


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    26 Apr 2026

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    Nakahara Chuuya is beautiful.

    He owns a flower shop. He has a deep, sweet voice, a worn-out leather jacket and azure eyes that glisten under the spring sun.

    “Oi, hang on. Are are you hitting on me?”

    “I could be,” Dazai says, putting the pen down. “Am I allowed to hit on you?”

    [Or: Dazai meets a handsome stranger in a park and decides to write his story.]
    Russian translation: here

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    17 Apr 2026

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    But the thing about Dazai is that he has a habit of breeding chaos to feed the bottomless hole in his chest. The thing about Chuuya is that he follows him. Every damn time.

    (And sometimes he gets left behind.)

    Or, a dark academia AU in which Chuuya's best friend, and the person he has been silently in love with for the last two years, persuades him into performing an ancient ritual, and strange things start happening on campus.

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    01 Apr 2026