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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    After Shane and Ilya return to the cottage, David and Yuna are still processing what they've learned.

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  2. Rec 95

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    “Have you talked to her about it?”

    Shane shook his head but otherwise didn’t make a sound.

    Hayden set his beer down and used the hand that held the beer to rub his face as if that would give him some extra clarity to the situation.

    “Do you want it to be more? It’s ok to want more, you know? Maybe she wants the same.”

    Shane shook his head again. “Maybe. Yes. I don’t know. But I can’t.” He felt so stupid not knowing his own thoughts. Everything was starting to feel closed in again. It was getting harder for him to breathe.

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    Shane spirals after Rozanov calls him baby for the first time and gets love and support from the friend he knows he can count on. (And comes out on his own without needing Rose Landry.)

    Set before the Tuna Melt Incident(™). Featuring a wise and mature Hayden, because he’s actually the one in a healthy, successful long-term relationship in canon.

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    29 May 2026

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    God, he can't go through with this now. He really fucking can’t. He’d planned the whole thing out—rehearsed it on every car ride, every flight, all the little breaks in between—but he really, really can’t.

    We can’t do this anymore, his brain screams. That’s all he has to say. Five words. Five, measly little words. But Shane is standing right there, a dream made into reality, and his mouth won’t move.

    Ilya Rozanov has spent much of the past six months wondering how, exactly, he would call off this whole thing with Shane Hollander. Now, as Shane stands in his living room, the fact of the matter is that Ilya wants nothing more than for him to stay.

    or: boston, but if ilya hadn't let shane run.

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  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    Ilya was 17 when he got his first tattoo. Something representing how he felt written on his skin indelibly. It wasn't the first and it certainly wouldn't be the last.

    Or, 5 tattoos that Ilya got and the 1 that he shared with Shane.

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    Childhood histories.

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