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A Hooker With a Heart of Black Charcoal by macabrecravings
Fandoms: Kuroshitsuji | Black Butler
29 Jan 2026
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Ciel Phantomhive, age 23, and his wife Elizabeth are going through a rough patch. The Midfords are pressuring them to have a baby, but the marriage is falling apart at the seams.
Lizzie asks her husband if they can see other people. He says no. On further insistence, she explains that she cannot in good conscience be a good wife to him when her mind is full of homosexual thoughts.
With the help of someone in the know, they take a trip to a queer-focused street in a red-light district. What Ciel is not expecting to find there is Alois Trancy, whom he presumed to be dead over a decade ago.
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1. F!Yandere x GN!Burnt Out Reader
2. F!Yandere x GN!Burnt Out Reader pt. 2
3. F!Yandere x Masc Reader (w/ Chronic Pain & Anxiety) -
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A friend reminded me that I'm allowed to post ficlets, drabbles, and WIPs. So, I'm trying it out.
I have a bundle of these cause I've been projecting onto him hardcore recently.1. Alois requests to bathe on his own. Content warning for discussion of sexual abuse and the depiction of trauma.
2. Alois, living in the Phantomhive manor, experiences insomnia and unhealthy coping mechanisms through underage drinking. -
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“What is this about?” inquired Lucifer. Asmodeus was prone to having fluctuating feelings about his self-image— it came with the territory of lust. However, it had been what felt like a century since it had been this bad. Probably not since they had first fallen. “Did something happen?”
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A stream of consciousness, short journal entry from the POV of Rhys Cagodan and his thoughts about Evangeline “Angie” Bowers.
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Floyd Leech Relationship Headcanons by Spaceiix3
Fandoms: Twisted-Wonderland (Video Game)
26 Jan 2026
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☆ My relationship headcanons for Floyd Leech. Reader is the prefect/Yuu because that was easier to write, but these headcanons apply for any insert. Gender-neutral, romance isn't stressed so it could be read as queer-platonic (in the sense that Floyd is clingy either way).
☆ Content warnings for brief mentions of kidnapping, stalking, manipulation(?), canon-typical Floyd attacking other students... I intentionally tried to keep it mellow(!) but come on, it's one of the tweels... I didn't think it was enough in my writing to warrant tagging, but let me know if otherwise.
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26 Jan 2026
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We are Each our Own Devil by grellerights, MisPronounce_and_MisAccent
Fandoms: Kuroshitsuji | Black Butler
10 May 2025
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Alois understood love. He understood need.
He had long since figured out that the two were the same.
In which, after the death of his butler and staff, Alois Trancy is offered residence at the Phantomhive Estate. From there a friendship, albeit one unstable and inconsistent, manages to take root.
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07 Jan 2026
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singlehandedly the best fic i've ever read
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Ciel turns just far enough to see the blond man running over to him, abandoning his compatriot. He catches up to Ciel, before skidding to a stop. He exhales, hard, and says, “Well, fuck me, it is you. I thought there was some other eye-patched prick in the most dandy-ass clothes you can get wandering my streets.” He laughs again. Ciel doesn’t say anything. “Oh, don’t do that. You remember me.”
Ciel swallows, testing the feel of the words in his mouth, making sure they make sense, before trying out, “Alois Trancy?”
On a purely utilitarian visit to the red light district, Ciel runs into a six-year-gone memory.
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03 Jan 2026
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You're not Mental, You're just Weird by Pastel_Deku
Fandoms: Kuroshitsuji | Black Butler
08 Mar 2025
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Ciel Phantomhive looks up at Tanaka, his guardian, with disgust. "There's no way I'm going there."
The older man sighs a with a small nod, “As much as I wish to agree with you, Ciel, I cannot. Your therapist recommended it and I believe that it is a good idea. Your panic attacks have been worsening and I'm starting to worry."
Ciel grumbles to himself, looking down at the floor of the car. "I don't need to go to some mental hospital. I’m not crazy!”
"It's not a mental hospital, it is a psychiatric ward. It can help you.”
"Whatever," The teen sighs and picks at his nails subconsciously, “is this really necessary?"
Tanaka nods, "I would say so."
He goes quiet, deep in thought. A few minutes go by and eventually Ciel caves - not that he had much choice in the matter to begin with. "Alright then. I will go."
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29 Dec 2025
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alois observes himself in a mirror and (unwillingly) recounts everything that has ever happened to get him to this point
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- Part 3 of alois trancy character studies
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23 Dec 2025