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    none of these go together, they can all be read separately. They just came to my head whenever, there is no plot line lol.

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    Years later, when he looked back, Ilya realized that that night had changed him. It was a decision that he didn’t voice at the time because words were fragile, especially in English, and could be retracted.

    "This one is mine."

    Or: Shane and Ilya grow up in the foster system together before they become pro hockey players.

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    31 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Hygiene has always been a big part of Shane's life, and Ilya's trying his best.

    Or, Ilya wants Shane to help him shave, and Shane gets distracted.

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane had always felt a private sense of loss, before, when Ilya would come into a condom and then casually discard it. For the past year this deprivation had been eliminated, and it gave him a deep sense of contentment. Now, though, they're getting off over video call, and an unavoidable component of each conversation has been to watch Ilya come into a tissue and then put said tissue straight into the garbage, and Shane really hates it.

    He's not going to like, bring it up or anything, obviously. That would be fucking insane. Ilya may not have realized Shane's both incurably neurotic and a total pervert yet, but that's all the more reason to try to keep it under control. Shane is determined not to cause Ilya to finally come to his senses and run for the hills just because he's a freak who really loves cum. He can be normal. He can keep his own longing hidden, for the sake of maintaining an overall extremely satisfying sexual arrangement. 

    TLDR: Shane has a not-very-well-hidden desire for Ilya's cum; Ilya figures it out and offers to save it up for them to utilize at the cottage. Set in spring/summer 2017.

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    25 May 2026

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    Shane wakes up feeling overstimulated.

    Ilya is already ready with the clippers.

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    25 May 2026

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    After a mysterious serum leaves him painfully, constantly aroused, Shane is in desperate need of relief. He turns to his coach who offers a very hands-on solution: daily ‘sessions’ to help Shane's game. Shane, ever-obedient and blissfully oblivious, agrees. What starts as innocent coaching quickly spirals into something much filthier, as Shane discovers he can come from his nipples alone—and that he'll do anything to hear Ilya call him a good boy.

    (Or: The one where Shane is an oblivious, nipple-sensitive slut, Ilya is a possessive coach with a plan, and it's definitely, definitely about improving Shane's hockey game.)

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    25 May 2026