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  1. Rec *

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    During an interview, the host unexpectedly asks the ATEEZ members what their ideal type is for a girlfriend. No one is thrown off more than San, who becomes painfully aware of the possibility of the members someday getting girlfriends. The possibility of Wooyoung getting a girlfriend. Feelings that have previously stayed under wraps begin to surface and San can no longer go back to seeing his best friend the same way.

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    30 Jun 2025

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    The load of life sometimes becomes way too heavy for Hongjoong to carry. When he gets anxious Seonghwa is the only one who can save him and pull him out of the darkness by his voice alone. He is the support, the safety and the feeling of home that Hongjoong needs so much.

    But at the same time, he is the reason for Hongjoong's greatest suffering.

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    03 May 2026

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  3. Rec *

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    “Noooo!” Hongjoong yells in despair at no one in particular as he clutches the cat keychain in his hands.

    “What’s he realizing now?” Mingi asks and he’s met with Yeosang’s response of, “probably the cat cafe first date.”

    “I’m allergic! That’s not romantic! I was sneezing the whole time!” Hongjoong cries. “I offered to fight a fucking dandelion!”

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    Or, unbeknownst to Hongjoong, he and Seonghwa have been dating for the past month.

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    11 May 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    Choi San and Jung Wooyoung are best friends and teammates in ATEEZ, affectionate and loving with each other and their other members. When a confession seemingly changes everything, it has them questioning, "what comes next?" And then outside forces intervene and it takes a while before they're finally able to come together.

    Contains adult themes and eventually some loving smut.

    Each chapter is titled with the character whose POV frames it. Most are from San and Wooyoung's POVs and there are a handful throughout where it switches up.

    Note - this story is 100% fictional and imaginary and it just happens to be set in the real world of Ateez in 2023 with flashbacks to previous years. First published to WattPad. Also this is my very first fan fic and the first time I've written smut, and the first time in a very very long time that I've written fiction. So be kind :)

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    30 Jun 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    Late night in the studio with Hongjoong. His fingers, his tongue, and that dominant side of him made me come undone again and again. Pure filthy smut, no plot.

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    26 Jun 2026

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