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  1. Public Bookmark 51

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    After Vegas, Shane starts seeing someone new.

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane knows about the sensitive spot behind Ilya’s ear. He knows how long it will take to walk from Montreal to Boston, until his feet are bloody. He knows what Ilya tastes like after he’s had a cup of coffee. He knows about all the women Ilya takes home. But Shane also knows Ilya talks in his sleep. These small intricacies of their love is what keeps Shane’s head above water. There’s only a hint of an ache when he hears Ilya’s name. Ilya kisses him and that ache is now more apparent. Ilya kisses him and he unravels. No one is to blame. It’s just the way these things go. But it wasn’t until that day in the locker room, when he heard the news, that he realized just how much he had to lose.

    or, Ilya is lured away by his own sadness. Shane goes after him.

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    13 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    After witnessing the mystery man Ilya had been obsessed with being brutally assaulted one night, he takes him in to keep him safe. As the mystery man hides from a dangerous past that refuses to let him go, the two slowly grow closer.
    Between the threats, secrets, and the struggle to trust each other, an unexpected romance begins to develop.
    This could either save them both or destroy them.

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    "You paid, I should provide you with the service."

    "Okay, so what can you do?"

    "Anything you want," the boy's voice trembled slightly.

    The man gaze completely undisguised, greedily looking him up and down. His brown irises gleamed under the hotel lights, and his freckles were slightly flushed from nervousness.

    The man swallowed. "Show me."

    The boy didn't say anything. He closed in on the man, and got his knees on the carpet. Too quiet, the boy thought, he could even catch the scuff of his knee across the carpet. His head slowly approached the man's thigh, and he plucked up his courage and raised his head. Watching this handsome Russian man with beautiful blue eyes and perfect muscles, the boy knew he had been given permission.

    "I will show you," the boy opened his mouth.

    FUCK.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    "Hollander?" Ilya answers. 

    Silence.

    Breathing.

    Then:

    "Can you come get me? I’m in Boston." 
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    Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.

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    06 Jun 2026