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When times get tough, humans cope however we can. We develop addictions and mechanisms to protect us, whether it be to substances, habits, or even other humans. And when Hanbin finds bonding time with the love of his life growing harder to come by with each day apart, desperation tints his old rose-colored glasses a new shade of blue.
Zhang Hao is hurting and lonely, so Sung Hanbin devises a plan to soothe his boyfriend’s worried heart in an… unconventional way.
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14 Apr 2026
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“Hanbin—ah—please,” Hao chokes out, unsure if he’s begging for more or for mercy. His body is a contradiction, trembling with exhaustion yet still arching into every thrust, clinging to the fullness that Hanbin forces into him.
Hanbin’s teeth sink into the curve of Hao’s shoulder, not hard enough to leave a mark, but hard enough for Hao to feel. “Please what?” He demands, biting down just a little bit harder until Hao gasps. “Use your words, hyung. Or I’ll just keep fucking you until you can’t.”
Alternatively: 5 ways Hanbin likes to stake his claim on Hao, and the 1 time Hao does it back.
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03 Sep 2025
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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01 Apr 2025
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Zhang Hao chuckles, leaning into him. “Then I'm greatly looking forward to it.” They both look when Seungeon shouts out his name, waving him over. “Well, that's my cue. Like I said, text me, okay?”
Hanbin swallows. “Okay.” Zhang Hao's warmth leaves him, though his eyes are still mapping out Hanbin's features like he's afraid of forgetting how he looks. “I had a lot of fun, too. Thanks for being so…understanding.” He winces at the reminder of what led them to talking in the first place.
“Understanding?” Zhang Hao questions, head tilted. Then he snorts. “Oh, that. You need to stop worrying about that. In fact, I'd prefer if you set your wallpaper back to how it was. Or do I need to send you a new picture?” He grins at Hanbin's surprised expression, before turning on his heel and barging in between Seungeon and Yujin.
After Hanbin's lockscreen of another idol is broadcast to the world, he's expecting to be thoroughly embarrassed. What he's not expecting is for said idol to show a very sudden interest in him.
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20 Feb 2025
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“hyung,” hanbin tries again, taking a step forward. “i loved you, i know you felt the same way. just tell me what changed.”
zhang hao looks over, then turns away again quickly. he reaches a hand out and pushes it against hanbin’s chest until he takes a step back. “are you done?” he asks.
“for now,” hanbin says.
zhang hao crosses his arms, closes his eyes. “what if–” he stops, takes a shaky breath. “what if i didn’t love you?”
eight months later, hanbin and zhang hao find closure.
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28 Jan 2025