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For a brief moment, Dori fixed his gaze on Seungmin with his large green eyes before returning to all fours to stretch. Nestled down on Seungmin's left side and the boy remained completely still, not wanting to disturb his peaceful rest.
Minho's hand gently settled in Seungmin's blonde hair, mimicking the slow strokes he had been giving the cat's fur moments before. “Purr for me,” Minho suddenly said with his eyes still closed.
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I close my eyes to fully enjoy the moment. The warmth spreading from his body, his familiar scent, the peacefulness he’s able to convey even by keeping quiet, the safety I feel by being held between his arms. This is Chan. My rock, my guiding light, the love of my life. I couldn’t ask for anything better.
I want this moment to be engraved in my mind, so that I can turn back to it whenever I need it, whenever Chan isn’t with me.
or: Seungmin tries to keep living for Chan.
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you take it on faith, you take it on heart by MeganCantHearYou
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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Ilya locks eyes with Shane, a small smile playing on the corner of his mouth.
“I… what?”
“I want a baby,” he says again, his voice just as definite as it had been the first time.
“Any one in particular? Harris and Troy’s is very cute.”
Shane lets out a small laugh as he rolls his eyes, “Yours preferably.”or, that time Shane and Ilya decide to have a baby.
Bookmarked by mxddywater
07 Jun 2026
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You've got mail by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov collection
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Bookmarked by mxddywater
04 Jun 2026
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without you, without them by scarlettroses
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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January 15, 2017
For immediate release.
(English version)The Montréal Metros are devastated to announce the unexpected and tragic passing of our beloved captain, Shane Hollander, at the age of 25.
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or, a canon-divergent au in which shane and rose never met, in epistolary format.
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Bookmarked by mxddywater
30 May 2026
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“Shane knows better.
He does.
He knows that, realistically, his worth must come from more than just hockey.
If nothing else, he knows that he owes it to the people who claim to love him—his mom, his dad, Hayden, Ilya, though he can still hardly fathom it some days—to believe this love stems from more than just the number of goals he’s scored or cups he’s won.
It has to help that he’s scored a lot, though, his brain offers. He’s won a lot. At the end of the day, he’s good at hockey; he has to be.
Because when he isn’t, what good is he?”
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or, shane has been haunted for years by the compulsion to ask whether his loved ones still like him even when he’s “bad” at hockey.
Bookmarked by mxddywater
25 May 2026
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i think my ways are wearing me down by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jan 2026
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They had three chairs up at the countertop.
If he sits in the second one, something bad will happen. Everyone will die. The house will explode. You can warn him. He has to sit in the first one or the third one. If not, everyone you love will die and it will all be your fault.
Ilya moved to sit in the second chair. Shane bristled, hands trembling.
“Don’t.” Shane snapped. Ilya froze, glancing at Shane with a concerned and confused expression. Shane inhaled, then exhaled. Guilt crawled up his throat. He was being fucking insane.
Still though, what if he wasn’t being insane? What if there was a 0.1% something bad would happen to Ilya?
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shane hollander has a bad ocd day. luckily, he has people to help him through itBookmarked by mxddywater
21 May 2026