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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    You work at a suicide hotline, and get a call from a boy who watches too much anime. It's all downhill from there.
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    While the rational part of your mind, with its built-in survival instincts, panicked and twisted with anxiety, the deeply suicidal part was giddy, thrumming with excitement. You'd die. Your loneliness, your abusive mother, your dead end job- you'd be free. It would be over, permanently done with, and you'd never have to put up with life ever again.

    Staring at the closed basement door, you almost wanted to thank Strade for being your saving grace.

    (A love letter to food, October, late-night texting, fulfilling revenge fantasies against Strade, and showering Ren with all the love and support he needs to go down the messy path to recovery and happiness. Lawrence and Derek get saved down the line too!)

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    24 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    Randal wants to play a game with you, but you’d rather play something else instead.

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    27 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    a collection of ranfics that occasionally brew in my mind. more to come, probably

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    27 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    randal stalker moment .. i am bad at tags but he watches u "sleep" (affectionate)

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    27 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Hiori Yo may be one of Bastard München’s most gifted players, but he's hardly the most popular. Stoic and soft-spoken, Hiori's tactical and supportive playstyle tends to get overshadowed by his flashier teammates. But fame was never his goal—until, unexpectedly, it finds him.

    When a midseason slump puts the team under pressure, an article by an unknown sports journalist shines the spotlight on him. Her piece goes viral, reframing the narrative around him and somehow, drawing the world into the chemistry that sparks between player and journalist, both on and off the field.

    A genius football prodigy who is tired of performing for the approval of others. A career-driven journalist who is chasing the big break she knows she deserves.

    Two people from different sides of the pitch. Both wanting to be understood beyond the masks they wear.

    So when two people fall fast without truly knowing the other, eventually the cracks begin to show.

    Because falling in love is easy. And baring the parts you've hidden feels like weakness in a world that feeds on broken things.

    But staying through the wreckage—long after the internet stops buzzing—is the hardest part of it all.

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    24 Jan 2025