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  1. Rec *

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    In a grand publicity stunt to disprove rumors of him being gay, Ivan is signed up for the next season of The Bachelor against his will.

    He was planning on just cruising through with minimal effort, but that was before Ivan met his personal assistant for the show.

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    24 May 2026

  2. Rec 41

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    till thinks back to all the times he’s received something, whether it be his favorite snack or an item he desperately needed in the moment, and wondered if there was something he could possibly give his donor. what could till give him that would make him as happy as he’d made till?

    as till’s eyes glance over the doodle once more, an idea strikes him.

    (._.)

    (ivan thinks he's being subtle when he leaves gifts and notes for till without being seen, thinks there's no way till will figure out it's him. but till catches on fast. and, well, till isn't one to receive and not give as well... oh, and they get together, hehe.)

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    21 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Perhaps that is why I feel the urge now to confess the green ugliness which had possessed me, may still do so in the event of your return. Or perhaps that is the influence of the emperor, who seems to feel your absence in every ripple of water, and by that token confesses his sins by the pond daily.

    Alternatively, Ivan sees light for the first time, and is all the worse for it.

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    19 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the tags literally just lied to me, but you can still eat my ass out

  4. Public Bookmark 71

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    If Ivan cannot believe in Till the way people once believed in gods, then his faith must be similar to a dog’s. Like a lowly creature with nowhere else to go, he believes in Till’s capacity to be falteringly human.

    Till, he imagines saying. I never really told you about the flowers, did I?

    (Or: On the last day of classes, Ivan writes thirteen drafts of his graduation note to Till. Each is a little more dishonest than the one before)

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    19 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “You're so miserable."

    "I'm aware."

    "Do better."

    "Yes, Noona."

    Sua remembers her past life at the ripe age of four. Imagine her surprise when Ivan turns out to be her father’s affair baby.

    A new life means new choices.

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    16 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Great depiction of characters, Banger plot, Amazing dialogue.
    Feel it, Love it, Live it
    If this was crack(the drug), i would sniff this shit on daily
    10/10
    Thank you for gracing my eyes.