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It is not right and it is selfish, but he waits by the phone for Shane to appear to him and ask. He yearns for the inevitable evening.
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Ilya bottoms and feels emotions - same buddy
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When he first saw her, she had just picked up smoking.
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The Song of Songs, which is Solomon's. by n4rcissus for Squibbleedoo
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
17 Jun 2025
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A fragrant layer upon your skin, fulsome perfume lingering. When the sun hid from the blueness of evening, he rose, insisting that you share a bath with him. It was a balm, restoring you both in the silent velveteen mists.
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Astarion prepares an night of feasting, he is very sweet and also maybe your husband or something idk. He is very gorgeous and that's like all I've got.
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Never a prayer that tasted so sweet by n4rcissus
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Jan 2025
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‘Cait,’ Vi says, breathless; her chest heaves. The sweat that sheens her sternum. Her legs are still spread open and twitchy. She turns to Caitlyn at her side, basking in the midnight; pools of her shiny hair. Vi is delirious, she’s confident.
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Sesbian lex my way.
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She left her there, in the filth. Dropped her right back where she had taken her from. Her side aches; the scar, tissue too quickly healed weeping open. Tears sting the cuts on her face, pain too thick for anger yet. Her hands are shaking
Was it her fault?
It could have been. It was.
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Vi suffers terribly because this was a gigantic gap in the show and I can't stop thinking about it. Cait sucks. Loris is a good friend but is an enabler, he tries his best.
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you make me dizzy when you play with me by apricating
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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"I'm not finished," Shane says sharply. "See I was ready to have such a nice time with you. I'd planned it all out, we'd have our food and watch a film, and then at the end of the night, I'd drag you to our bedroom and let you fuck me. But you decided that talking to Marlow is more important."
"Shane, I'm sorry," Ilya begs. "I can still fuck you, please let me fuck you. I'll carry you to bed right now–"
"No, Ilya. This is what you get for ruining our evening. So I'm going to ride you, because I've been waiting for this all day... and you are going to stay on the phone, since that is clearly what you value."
The first time they went to the cottage, Ilya made Shane talk on the phone as he made him come. Several years later, Shane gets his revenge.
Written for Sub Top Ilya Week, Day 1 – Exhibitionism and (Semi)Public
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17 Jun 2026
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At the age of 22, Shane Hollander has never had sex. Not because he doesn't want to, but because he's strict about only sleeping with someone he's truly committed to. Except for the past few months he's regularly making out with Ilya Rozanov, his best friend of three years, and it drives Ilya so crazy that Shane lets him go jerk off in the bathroom after nothing more than just kissing. But as the weeks pass and the want between them grows, Shane starts to realize that the person he's been waiting for might have been there all along.
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01 Apr 2026
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“Good game,” Ilya snarks, he can’t help it, and Hollander shoves him hard enough into the wall that he only narrowly avoids banging his head. “You looked so hot, that goal in the second, you deserve reward—”
“Shut the fuck up,” Hollander says, and he slams into Ilya with hardly less ferocity than they’d hit each other during the game, crushing their mouths together.
Ilya’s vision whites out, his knees nearly buckle. He’s grateful for the wall as he grabs at Hollander and pulls him in tight, shoving a thigh between Hollander’s legs, sucking and biting at his lips, groaning loud and uninhibited as Hollander’s hand comes up to the back of his neck, fingers twisting into his curls. The kiss is furious and wet and hot and so much, Ilya is so fucking hot for it, he’s been thinking about this for weeks, reading through his text thread with Jane, jerking off almost every night with the memory of the last time playing in a loop behind his eyelids.
He’s never wanted anything like he wants sex with Hollander, and it sort of feels like they’ve already been going at it for hours, every glance and chirp and hit on the ice has been building to this, working him, driving him fucking crazy.
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31 Mar 2026
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it's a ruse, all these creatures are a lie by opportunityarose
Fandoms: The Green Knight (2021), Sir Gawayn and þe Grene Knyȝt | Gawain and the Green Knight - Anonymous | Gawain Poet
04 Mar 2025
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The Lord laughed, his hand running up the curve of Gawain's neck before retreating. "Awaken, Sir Gawain," he said. "This morn, I will take you hunting with me."
Gawain blinked up at him, silent, astonished.
(After the events of the Green Chapel, The Lord takes Gawain back to his home to spend the remaining days with him until New Years.)
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12 Mar 2026
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Soft. Sweet. by floydfairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Mar 2026
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Normally, when Shane sucked Ilya off, his eyes went hazy and faraway as though every second his mouth was full pushed him deeper into submission. Today, though, that look was nowhere to be found. Instead, Shane stared up at Ilya, eyes glistening with a sort of severity—like how he would glare at Ilya when he playfully tripped him while they were skating—that made Ilya throb. Shane’s eyes alone made it clear who was in charge, and Ilya, for once, felt no desire to challenge that.
In fact… he wanted to be obedient for Shane.
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06 Mar 2026