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Yeosang grew up in a home where don’t cause trouble and don’t make people uncomfortable shaped every part of him. After years of shrinking himself to fit the world he knew in Pohang, moving to Seoul forces him to confront a truth he can no longer ignore: he’s gay.
When his best friend Wooyoung takes him to a gay club for the first time, the noise and closeness overwhelm him. He’s never needed a diagnosis to understand he experiences the world differently—he just knows he does. There he meets Hongjoong, one of Wooyoung’s friends, who moves through the space with effortless confidence and when his attention lands on him, Yeosang’s familiar anxiety gives way to a rising, unstoppable sense of certainty that once grasped, he refuses to let go.
A story about coming out, navigating neurodivergence, and discovering a world Yeosang never believed he could belong to, through the help of someone who has always lived with the freedom he longed for, and who offers him his first glimpse of true love.
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16 Jun 2026
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Hongjoong isn't sure how to define his and Seonghwa's relationship.
They're partners, co-pack leaders, best friends.
And maybe Hongjoong wishes it were more, but he won't say anything. Seonghwa is unpresented—a late bloomer—and Hongjoong doesn't want him to feel tied down to anything before he does present.
Everything changes during the pack's annual winter vacation. First, a blizzard snows them in at their remote mountain cabin. Then, Seonghwa unexpectedly presents and enters his first heat. And Hongjoong is forced to confront the feelings he's been pushing down for years.
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07 Jun 2026
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Seonghwa thinks his life is pretty perfect. He has a job that he loves, and he's moving into a house with his hot, rich, older boyfriend, Hongjoong.
While unpacking boxes, Seonghwa comes across a photo album that reveals a side of Hongjoong that Seonghwa never knew about: his rockstar side.
He learns that Hongjoong played guitar in a band in college, but gave it up to follow the safer, expected route of graduation and a respectable job in an accounting firm.
But he never lost his love for music and, with Seonghwa's encouragement, he begins playing again.
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06 Jun 2026
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The Grand Canal wasn’t so grand the first time Seonghwa saw it. Now the last time—nothing would ever top that. A perfect mirror of the dying sun, an endless pink sky, and him: bronze, broad, and sweet. God, he’d been sweet back then, even though Seonghwa had been bitter and spoiled.
“Ready to say goodbye?” he’d asked, stripping off his black blazer and draping it over Seonghwa’s shoulders. Then he held Seonghwa’s cold hand in his warm one and slipped it into one of the pockets.
When Seonghwa pulled his hand out, it was full of flower petals.
But all that comes later.
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04 Jun 2026
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after his latest dating disaster, yunho finally admits the truth:
his dick is too big.mingi, naturally, thinks he can help.
or: no one wants to sleep with yunho, so mingi decides to volunteer.
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18 May 2026