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    Panem taught their bodies to endure. The Games taught their bodies to be weapons. The war taught their bodies to be pieces.

    In the calm that follows the war, they learn how to let their bodies be theirs. And like everything else, this leads them to each other.

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    09 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    And yet Shadowheart was her name, and she did not belong on another’s body. Her lips twisted into a frown at the insolent thought, the skin against her hip flaring angrily from where she had cut it, hoping the pain would cut through the cloying warmth that still lingered there. To bring her mind back to Shar.

    A soulmate AU.

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    31 Mar 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    Lae'zel comes home.

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    30 Mar 2024

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    It has become a habit, she realizes. To climb into Ben’s bed, to see him.

    It started in grade school, the week she stayed over at his house and was tormented with nightmare after nightmare after nightmare.

    And now, eight years later and three thousand miles away from home, she still seeks him out, still looks for him in the darkness. Even if it only requires slipping out of her bed and crawling into his, next door.

    She seeks warmth, seeks something to fill the aching loneliness that festers in her heart, late at night, like an open wound. It has become a habit, an instinct, really, to seek him out.

    Devi expects this to become a lot more complicated than it does.

     

    or; five times devi falls asleep in ben’s bed, and the one time he falls asleep in hers

    (title from “by your side” by the 1975)

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    10 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh number 50, you were a wonderful addition to the list 😌

  5. Rec 89

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    Devi spends the rest of the day talking to her soulmate. She knows he’s 5, same as her, he lives in America, and that his favorite color is red.

    He seems like a nice boy, her soulmate. She thinks she could like him. Not love, though. Love is gross.

    The next day, she meets Ben Gross, and Devi knows her soulmate is a nice boy now. After all, he’s nothing like Ben.

    Thank god for that.

     

    or; devi's got a soulmate. so why can't she stop thinking about ben?

    (title from “frail state of mind” by the 1975)

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    10 Aug 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    “in another universe, things would have been different. they would have had a thousand nights like these, instead of just one. in another universe, the cosmos would have gotten it right”

    hey i’m fucking losing my shit