nishimuraaz
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Ni-ki’s religious guilt is eating him alive. When everyone around him is religious and fully believes, who can he run to with his struggles?
When he meets Sunoo, he’s a breath of fresh air from the Nishimura’s “perfect family” facade. They quickly become best friends, but deep down— Ni-ki feels something more. He knows Sunoo does too. However, when he can no longer run from his religious guilt, what will he do when all he can think about is Sunoo?
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Ni-ki deals with religious guilt and experiences even more when he falls in love with his best friend, Sunoo.
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Heeseung aches to taste his members’ love just one last time before he has to let them go.
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08 Jun 2026
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If there is one thing Soobin has learned from his years of acting, it’s that who you act alongside is very important.
It can make or break production.
Soobin thinks he doesn’t have to worry too much.
This should be a breeze.
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25 May 2026
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Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs.
Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.
Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?