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It’s a simple command, really. One that Kazuha really shouldn’t struggle so much following.
“Zuha,” Yunjin breathes out. “You have to be quiet.”
or; yunjin and kazuha should rlly keep more silent if they don't want to wake chaewon up
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Chaewon's life is perfect. But there’s just one problem. Well, it’s not so much a problem as it is a tiny, small, little pestering nag. A voice in the back of her mind that just won’t shut up, because once she’s noticed, she can’t stop noticing it.
Kazuha can’t seem to touch her. Well, she does. Just not in the way Chaewon wants her to.
or; the three times kazuha’s manner hands make chaewon question her life during sex and the one time kazuha finally doesn’t hold back
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I'd sooner die than bury you (grieving, grieving, constantly grieving) by ILovedHerAndSometimesSheLovedMeToo
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
17 Jul 2025
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This is what Rumi knows to be true: Zoey and Mira don’t want her.
Zoey and Mira don’t want her, and she does not want herself, and so she goes to the only other person who might.
(She always found herself jealous of euthanized dogs)
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As Zoey and Mira walk towards their impending doom, into Gwi-Ma's gaping maw, the entire world waits with bated breath for a hero. For someone to come with a song, a light in the dark, to save the day. But, no one does. And as destiny falls apart and fate screams in disapproval, the Honmoon reaches out to fix a cosmic error. Again, and again. No matter how many times it takes.
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23 Jul 2025
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Let me sit down for dinner with my dead lover again, For this is the last dream I ever want to have by a_bird_who_is_like_no_other
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
28 Jun 2025
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"So we could all do our duty! We could all be strong. Be together!”
Rumi is begging.
Rumi is begging and Mira had wanted to be just that, be together, up until five minutes ago – her and Zoey had talked about it in detail, how both of their heart were beating for two people, how easy it had been to fall in love with their leader, how they wanted to try and be more, once they had restored the Golden Honmoon.
But Rumi lied to them.
And Mira finds she doesn’t want her anymore, not right now.
(She doesn’t know, not yet, what she will lose. Destiny laughs into her ears and it is the sound of someone gone mad.)
(They find her in the dirt by the tree, cold and pale and covered in blood.)
– .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –
(or: Celine does as Rumi begs her to. Grabs the sword and puts down the feral dog kneeling at her feet. There really isn't much more to say.)
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23 Jul 2025
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(They find her in the dirt by the tree.)
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A broken soul trapped in the nastiest shell (How can you sleep or live with yourself?) by a_bird_who_is_like_no_other
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
27 Jun 2025
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Rumi doesn’t leave.
She doesn’t want to. Even if she had tried, it would probably have been impossible – Zoey and Mira have positively caged her in, and she doesn’t think there's a way of escaping. She’s basically buried underneath them.
She… she likes it.
The way they don’t seem to shy away from her, the way both of them seem to seek physical contact.
She doesn’t even think that anyone ever hugged her, before she met her team.
And now, she’s here, between her first and best friends – and Zoey keeps burying her head in Rumi’s shoulder, whenever she laughs too much; and Mira’s legs are pressed against her own, and the taller girl absentmindedly grabs her hand every now and then.She thinks she might like it - being held like this.
– .˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳. –
In which the Honmoon is more than just a shield protecting the world from demons - it is a net, is a connection, it binds souls together and never lets them go again. And it has chosen. Rumi is just left to wonder if, despite of what she is, the other two parts of her soul will be able to love her, still.
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16 Jul 2025
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Vi looks at the big clock on the far wall. 7:46AM. She’s one minute late today. Every morning for the past six months - well, every morning Vi’s been on shift, so she’s just assuming about the other days - she’s passed by at exactly 7:45AM, always at a brisk walk, always in a perfectly-tailored suit, not a single long, silky-looking hair out of place.
7:47AM. The crisp clack of heeled boots on concrete pulls Vi out of her musings. There must have been some sort of emergency, because the subject of Vi’s (minor) obsession walks past the fire station at a faster clip than normal. Which is sort of saying something, because Mystery Woman’s got legs for days, long and slender, visibly toned with long, lean muscle through her suit pants. At the faster clip, Vi has less time to admire her ass and tiny, tiny waist as she walks by, but that’s fine, because the view as she leaves is fantastic.
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Caitlyn's route to work as a detective at the 51st Precinct takes her right by Fire Station #516, and Vi's been pining after the gorgeous Mystery Woman for six months...what will happen when she finds out that Caitlyn's a cop (AKA: The Enemy)?
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- Part 1 of Emergency Services Lesbians
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09 Dec 2024
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Chaewon is a detective in The Outskirts of Seoul tasked with infiltrating a street gang organising illegal drift races. She thinks she's just about as prepared as she can be, but she wasn't told that there was so much more to this group than just racing. She wasn't told just what the stakes were, and she certainly wasn't told that she was going to fall in love with Kim Minju.
"Please. I'm begging you,"
"Are you?" Minju quirks a brow, voice dropping to something dangerously quiet. "Because if you were really begging, you'd be on your knees,"Bookmarked by notmeanttobeherehelp
09 Oct 2024