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    “You like looking at my face, Hollander?” Ilya pushes on. He keeps his voice quiet and inviting; a soft murmur he’s used to whispering against the ear of a lover. “Or maybe you like looking at something else?”

    Ilya ends his statement with a pointed gesture at his open legs. Hollander sputters, looking behind himself like he’s expecting to be walked in on at any moment. But the gym is just as empty as before, and it would most likely remain so at this hour.

    “Is okay”, Ilya says. “We are sharing secrets. No one else here.”

    Or, an alternative universe where Ilya’s and Shane’s midnight gym meet-up becomes their first hook-up.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Shane isn’t sure if Rozanov will understand his reasoning, if it makes sense to him, if he’ll comprehend why Shane likes the idea of Rozanov doing something to him that he normally wouldn't allow. It’s almost like a punishment – a punishment for wanting it, a punishment for lying, a punishment for losing. Shane didn’t like to lose, not on the ice, not to anyone, but he liked losing to Rozanov’s will, liked being forced under him. Only like this. Always like this.

    Rozanov is quiet long enough for shame and dread to invade Shane’s mind, his stomach twisting under the force of it, but then Rozanov soothes him, too, as he plants another kiss on Shane’s nape, and then two more, each one wet and hot. 

    “You want me to make a mess of you? Fuck, Hollander”, Rozanov groans, sounding almost painfully turned on. “You’re going to fucking kill me.” 

    Or, after losing a game against Boston, Shane asks Rozanov to fuck him without a condom.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    ...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”

    “I think we should stop seeing each other.”

    “—like to come to my cottage this summer.”

    The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.

    Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    "You ever wonder," Ilya began, voice rougher than usual, like gravel dragged through snow, "how wrong people can be about you?"

    Shane smirked, leaning back into the couch, but the joke died in his throat when Ilya's gaze cut sideways, dark and unreadable. "Like what?" Shane prodded, swirling his whiskey. He expected another one of Ilya's teasing deflections, the kind that usually ended with them tangled in sheets, laughing. But Ilya exhaled hard through his nose, fingers flexing like he was gripping a stick before a face-off.

    "Like assuming things about me the first time I got fucked," Ilya said, the words abrupt, jagged.

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    Or Ilya finally decided to bottom for Shane

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    30 May 2026