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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    "Do you believe in a good and an evil?"

    osamu dazai has been put in a psychiatric hospital. about time!
    his new roommate is none other than chuuya nakahara of the sheep. pray for his sanity before its too late.
    slow burn soukoku woow i hope nothing bad happens

    (inspired by girl interrupted and manic 2001 <3)

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    30 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    why is this so fucking peak

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    He’s fourteen when he first goes into the battlefield. He wonders if his brother would be proud of him, because he can smash bricks like they’re chalk and stop vehicles with his torso.

    (He wonders if his parents would be, too, then he wishes they were six fucking feet under.

    Not very apt for an alleged warrior of justice.)

    or: my thoughts and feelings and headcanons on tachihara's backstory, but in a fic

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    18 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    kisses tachihara on the cheek nooo dont kys i love you

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    This was far from the first time Dazai spent time in a mental institution. The inpatient facility was more like a second home at this point. He wasn't expecting anything different from usual when he was admitted yet again. But a short redhead with anger issues had the potential to save Dazai from this monotonous torture.

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    29 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this fic changed my life forever

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    “Chūya, dear, you punched him in the face.”
    “Yeah but—”
    “And choked him—”
    “It wasn’t that bad.”
    “Dr. Mori diagnosed them with a minor concussion on the spot.”
    Face red hot with embarrassing shame, “They started it.”

    --

    Or, two idiots meet in a waiting room.
    OR, an unlikely frenemy-ship.

    CWs in the tags with a fun little disclaimer in the author's notes!

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    21 Aug 2025

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    Dazai turned away from Akutagawa. “Your protector may not scare your opponent. In fact, they might be even more afraid of your enemy than you are. Remember this next time you try to hide behind someone.”

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    Akutagawa finds out what Dazai does to protect him the hard way.

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    03 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    tore my heart out but i will reread (is this masochism?)