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    Shane meets Ilya in Tampa for closure – he knows he’s gay now, and also knows he wants something serious, committed, reliable. He’s ready to end things neatly and conclusively. Ilya is going to have to accept that.

    ... Ilya takes this about as well as you would expect.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane gets a tattoo. Ilya maybe loses his mind about it, a little.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “False pretenses.” Shane concludes. “You lied.”

    “Maybe a little.” Ilya’s usual smirk is softer at the edges, though Shane can only really see half of it in this light. “I tell him I send flowers to you, thank you for easy win tonight.”

    “We lost?” Shane frets. “How bad was it? Who played center while I was out? Tell me it wasn’t fucking-”

    “Hollander!” Ilya interrupts. “You are telling me you did not even watch game? Stay here-”

    Ilya makes as if to stand, and Shane hastily grabs at his arm to keep him from leaving, has to fight back the initial instinct to sink his teeth into Ilya’s wrist and hold him there like that.

    “-I call hospital, tell them ‘Shane Hollander is sleeping in bathtub and does not know hockey score for own team's terrible loss, come quick, bring every doctor’.”

    “Nooo, Ilya.” Shane groans, smiling. “Stop it.”

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Because Ilya, after years of sparse messages and the occasional nude, has decided that Shane ‘deserves’ a copy of every nude and dick pic that Ilya takes that he finds passable.

    It’s a lot of pictures.

    But they also usually come with messages that are… sweet. It’s nice, feeling wanted like this, where he knows he’s the only one that Ilya gets off to anymore. And really, Shane doesn’t want to get a reputation as a bad boyfriend; it’s not like Ilya’s the only one with a camera and a dick, why shouldn’t Shane reciprocate?

    He refuses point blank to send an actual dick pic, but there are other parts of his body that Ilya has expressed an appreciation for. Of course, Ilya is shameless and would have no compunctions against opening his messages in public; but it’s the challenge of it that makes Shane send the first shot. 

    The rest… he’s just trying to improve his technique, okay?

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    My fills for the prompt challenge by @retrowrimay on Tumblr! There are 31 prompts in total, plus some alternates. These works will be unrelated to each other, and should mostly be short little one shots.

    If, by some craaaaazy happenstance, any of them act as a continuation, I will link them through their own series.

    Enjoy! 💛

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    11 Jun 2026