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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    “Are you going to argue with me?”

    Dunk’s throat moved. “No.”

    Joong’s voice was quiet when he asked, “Then why are you still here?”

    “Because I don’t know how to leave this room without telling you I wanted it to be real.”

    Or,

    Every Thursday, after the seminar sessions, Joong and Dunk stay behind to argue.

    Then to kiss.

    Then to prove it doesn’t mean anything.

    They try to be very convincing liars (they aren’t).

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    It always annoyed me that they never showed TharnType’s second time and how they went from “only once” to “sex friends”. So I wrote it.

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    This was what Type had been searching for. The moment where time seemed to stop moving and there was only the hot shivery desperate feeling inside him that drove out all his shame and fear. The way everything inside of him seemed to glow warmer and brighter as Tharn got faster and harder, his big, veiny hands slipping down Type's calves from the light sheen of sweat covering them both.

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    26 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Being attracted to someone you work with is, in short, complicated.

    Especially when it's someone like Lee Minho. Bold, forward, perhaps the horniest person Jisung has ever met. Yes, including himself.

    OR: jisung and minho show up to practice early hoping to hook up before the other members arrive

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    17 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Would you want me to wear a skirt for Halloween?” Hao asks, catching him off guard.

    Hanbin blinks, and suddenly the image is there, uninvited. Hao in a skirt. Hao in makeup. Hao looking like the girls Hanbin is supposed to be attracted to but never really is. The girls he pretends make his heart race the way Hao does when he’s near.

    Hao would be beautiful. He’d look like a girl. A girl Hanbin could like.

    “You’d look like a girl though,” Hanbin jokes, expecting Hao to laugh. He doesn’t.

    The silence makes Hanbin’s smile falter. Hao’s voice comes out quieter when he asks, “Would I be pretty as a girl?”

    Hanbin swears he’s straight. Then Hao in a skirt starts to mess with his locus of control. The nurse outfit on Halloween is the final nail in the coffin.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “Jisung, where’s your dick?”

    A lot happens at once. Jisung reaches for his cock. Finds the space there empty. Realizes Minho’s cock is buried deep inside where his balls should be.

    He screams, launching himself forward off the bed, hitting the floor with a loud cry. Minho shouts, scrambling to the edge of the bed, clicking the bedside lamp on and looking down at Jisung over the edge with wide eyes.

    “Hyung,” Jisung cries, spreading his legs, looking down at himself.

    “You— You have a vagina.”

    Or, the one where Jisung wakes up with a different set of parts between his legs.

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    15 Jan 2026