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They'd hung him up, buried the stake through his hand and torn through his scalp with their cruel blade. The wounds were still fresh; stained bandages still covered his body, yet he picked up the knife. Right through their hearts, he'd stabbed. Just as they'd done to him—they would learn. He ignored their pleas for help, just as they'd ignored his. Would the Tall Man be happy now? He couldn't help but wonder. Had he been the one to drive him to this? The pressure inside his temples—the foreign concepts plaguing his mind that he knew weren't his own. Was that the Tall Man?
The thoughts rang through his head as he walked, bloody knife in his good hand. There was nothing he could do now, of course. Both parents dead, sanity in tatters. He couldn't just go to town with blood staining his clothes. They'd know what he did, they'd lock him up—no matter how rightful it had been.
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Michael ran to what he remembered to be his bathroom. Entering it and slamming the door on accident, he flicked on the light and stared at his face.
And. He vomited at the sight.
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(old) time travel fix-it revolving around michael that i never went back to.
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"Eiji Okumura" wasn't always his name. He always grew up thinking something was off, and he always wanted to run away from the life he had.
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“we’re going to get caught,” he warns, voice low and dangerous. dazai nips at his bottom lip. he hasn’t felt this present in such a long time.
“not if you shut up and get to work” he says, shoving fyodor back until he hits the wall.
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bottom dazai week day 6Series
- Part 3 of when i met you in december
- Part 6 of Bottom Dazai Week 2021
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become a deathbed (when i lay down) by okayantigone
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 May 2021
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dazai spends the two years he’s meant to lay low trying to drink himself to death in a luxurious hotel suite in saint petersburg.
occasionally, he’s not alone
// bottom dazai week day 1: body worship
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“wasn’t sure,” dazai finally mumbles, and his tongue is heavy.
fyodor brings more of the lemon water to his mourh. “about what, dearest?”
“wasn’t sure you’d actually stop,” dazai says with a small shrug of his slender shoulders. “you like it when i’m hurting.”
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bottom dazai week day 4: first time, with a twistSeries
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rosemary and thyme (and i fall to pieces) by okayantigone
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Aug 2021
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it’s been a year since the man from yokohama came to this city, and holed himself up in the lobanov presidential suite of the four seasons hotel. fyodor might not have paid much attention at all – wealthy businessmen came and went from all over the world. the man in the black coat was hardly a novelty.
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or a snipper of fyodor, dazai, and the russian winter. // pamper dazai week, day 1 - oversized sweater +kissingSeries
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