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By the time Shane presented (at thirteen), he already had scouters interested (at nine), so there was really no time to be an omega. There still isn’t, there is only time for hockey, so he’s simply not — not in any way that matters. He takes his suppressants so he doesn’t stink and so he doesn’t go into heat, he hones his game, he doesn’t make time for anything else. But he thinks about being an omega all the time, and worry like that has a scent.
Or: Shane needs a hysterectomy, and a mate to sign off on it.
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you're out of my league (but you're in my room) by Trashgalore
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Jan 2026
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Dean rummages around for another knife, a bigger one, better for slicing, and hands it to Cas, “Think you can slice these apples for me?”
Castiel nods and gingerly takes the knife from Dean’s hand, and if Dean didn't know any better he would think it the caution of a man who has never handled a knife in his life, but Dean does know better, and he knows that Cas knows just how to use that knife in a way that hurts.
Dean swallows.
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Castiel returns to the Bunker, Dean makes pie to cope.
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"Just—take it, man,” Dean forces out. Spots dance behind his eyelids.
“‘Take it?’” Cas asks.
Dean white-knuckles Cas’s warm hands, using the wall to press bruises into his own skin. "What you need,” he says. "Just take what you need.”
(dean doesn't want this. he doesn't.)
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The Weight of Watching by arlingtonchamberofgay, ValandraWrites
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 Nov 2025
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In the dim glow of Casa Cazzo’s dim lights, Castiel couldn’t ignore the man at the end of the bar. Dean: rugged, older, with calloused hands and steady green eyes. He was nothing like the usual crowd. Where others peacocked in their search for a man to spend the night with, Dean simply watched, his quiet intensity enigmatic and inviting.
When Dean finally spoke, his voice was low and unguarded: “I like to watch.”
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Dean needs to be hurt to function, it isn't pretty but it is what it is, and he's put a lot of effort into constructing a system where he gets his needs met in a manner that is discreet, efficient and allows him to maintain appropriate emotional distance and mental acuity. Castiel fucks it all up.
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- Part 8 of lc kinktober fics roundup