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Caesura 𝄓 a brief, silent pause, during which metrical time is not counted.
In a river of harmonious lines, you are the sole counterpoint. You are not part of the melody or the harmony; you are something else entirely.You are the silence that swallows up the music altogether.
or; an ivan character study in music terms.
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"for narnia!" and other such famous last words by paralogistical for atrophiedemotion
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
14 Jan 2026
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“So, remind me why I’m here again?” Sua grumbles.
“Because you’re the best cousin in the world, obviously,” Ivan singsongs, far too giddy at the prospect of checking off this particular item on his bucket list. It had taken the better part of the last month and a rather hefty bribe to convince her to do this for him, but it was going to be so worth the cost.
What was “this,” one might ask? Well… Ivan was planning on popping out of one of the closets in IKEA whilst shouting “For Narnia!” and he needed someone to record it for him.
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The touches at Ivan’s waist become more blatant; he’s openly feeling him up now, hand curved around the small of Ivan’s back. During one of those times he leans up to murmur into Ivan’s ear, “All that talk about my waist being ‘deliciously grabbable,’ but you’re not so bad yourself.”
Ivan makes a— noise, from the back of his throat. Till wonders what it would take to pull more of those noises out of him. He resolutely ignores how his own face grows warm at the sound.
or; till gains the upper hand for once.
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catching you; throw smiles in my face by paralogistical for _fengmei
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Nov 2025
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Ivan pulls up to the school on a fucking motorcycle. Till is going to kill him.
He’s the weird emo loner at school, occasionally gets picked on, and constantly daydreaming in class because there’s a new song floating through his head. He’s trying to start his own band, but, well, there weren’t many people interested in this to begin with, let alone passionate enough to actually do something about it.
And then he met Ivan.
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- Part 8 of alnst drabbles
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Ivan is a terrible seatmate, no matter what anyone else says. Till refuses to believe that this girl is capable of being a decent, respectable stand partner when this is the third time she’s “accidentally” poked Till with her bow. And they're not even actual stand partners!
“What,” Till hisses under her breath. Ivan just smiles that terrible, good-for-nothing, cute shit-eating grin at her.
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- Part 6 of alnst drabbles
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swerving on the 405 by stargazernavalia (paralogistical)
Fandom 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
25 May 2024
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drabbles i've written for ALNST, some of which have been posted on twitter and collected here for easy viewing
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short drabbles for jiaozi’s nezha movies!
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suburbia (all's fair in love and war) by quillifer (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
22 Nov 2024
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“Hey. Seriously, what’s up?”
He wraps his arms around Till’s waist, breathing him in deeply while Till grumbles, struggling to maneuver with his sticky husband clinging like glue.
At long last, Ivan murmurs. “Can we renegotiate the terms and conditions which exclude murder?”
Or: Ivan vs. his Parent Teacher Organization nemesis.
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03 Jun 2026
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No Shortage of Fears (and Far too Many Wants) by Fmntealeaves
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
31 May 2026
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When Till washes Ivan's hair after they sleep together, Ivan will tilt his face up, lashes fluttering, and just close his eyes. In those moments, Till counts the seconds. It takes two seconds for Ivan's eyebrows to furrow, taut with the exertion of not being able to see what Till will do next. In five, the corner of Ivan's eyes will crinkle, shuddering with a weight that leads men to cower behind closed eyelids. In ten, Ivan will start to squirm, mouth pressing tight before his lips part, and in one single breath, Ivan's eyes will open slowly to reveal a lifetime of heartbreak.
In a twisted game of baton-pass, Ivan's expression of sorrow forces Till to close his own eyes, hiding from the confessions unspoken between them.
Till's been so fucking stupid.
Ivan had been asking for a kiss this whole time.
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01 Jun 2026
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“Do you always lure your customers into buying your shi— books like this?”
“Please elaborate on what you mean by like this,” Ivan answers calmly, a smug smile plastered on his face. “I see nothing wrong with engaging with my customers and getting acquainted with them. Better to know your clientele, hm?” He takes a step forward, entering Till’s personal space —Till would back down, but right behind him stand the shelves. Ivan curls his fingers around the book Till is holding. He brushes his fingers with his own as he does so, lingering there purposefully, before he eventually takes the volume to rest it on the shelves. A sigh escapes Till’s lips, and only then does he realize he had stopped breathing.
Yes. Infuriating, just like he said.
Or: Till meets bookseller Ivan after being dragged to the newly opened bookstore by Sua. Things go about as (un)expected as they can.
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25 May 2026
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Prohibition AU by fox_song, orphan_account, QuickYoke
Fandom Steven Universe (Cartoon), Steven Universe - Fandom
01 Jan 2017
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in the clouds, in the sea, in my heart by questioningly
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
06 May 2024
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“So, the corrupted cast-offs of a gift you no longer want, for the prevention of your extinction,” Yinyue-jun said, amused. “Is that all you have to offer? And my kin said yes?”
Yingxing leaned down to whisper something in Yinyue-jun’s ear, his hand trailing down the backrest of the seat to curl around Yinyue-jun’s shoulder instead, his fingers twisting in the long black-blue silk of his hair.
“Very well, then. Whatever is in your means to give, hm? In exchange…” Yinyue-jun lifted his hand, graceful and precise, to gesture right at Jing Yuan. “I want him.”
Unable to restrain the spread of the mara, the Xianzhou send their best to seek help from the scions of the Permanence, Jing Yuan amongst them. Dan Feng agrees, but only for a price.