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    Shane had gone quiet during sex before, Ilya didn’t really worry much about it. It was just one of his quirks.

    Usually he went quiet when his voice gave out from all the screaming Ilya put him through, or he was starting to get over-stimulated and let out small quiet noises from time to time.

    But this time it was different, when Ilya asked for a check in, Shane didn’t respond, the grip he had on his shirt loosened. When Ilya stopped it was as if he was staring into space.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane is violated, his world shattered, and he can't tell Ilya. But Ilya knows something is wrong and will burn himself to make it right, consequences be damned.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”

    “Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.

    “A doctor. For omegas.”

    That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”

    Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”

    He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”

    Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”

    “But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”

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    hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!! aka a fuck or die where shane is on suppressants for far too long and calls ilya for help with his terrible horrible awful no good impending heat - but the circumstances and the yearning are magnified by like a billion times <3 yay!

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    01 Jun 2026

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    "It is simple. I would like to not think for a while, and I have a feeling you would enjoy a bit of control right now, yes?”

    Shane's breath caught.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Ilya wakes up with an odd, terrible feeling in his stomach.

    People would typically say this is a ‘gut feeling’, indication that something is about to go horribly wrong and their body is trying to warn them; Ilya just thinks it’s because he ate bad takeout last night.

    Or;

    Ilya goes into a premature rut, and it’s all Shane’s fault.

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    31 May 2026