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Even as their face was stained with tears, and they wanted to shout in anger, death was still fine. They wished it had been in a nicer place, under less stupid circumstances, that they hadn't been alone like they always were. They regretted not saying things to the right people, for not having spoken up more often, for not having tried to enjoy life by themselves unless pulled along…it probably wasn't meant to be, as defeatist as that sounded, but what were they doing if not drowning in defeat? They inhaled softly.
"Shit, Gin..." Came from the door. Not so alone, then.
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“Not for my amusement, I’m trying to make you leave.”
“God, you can be such an asshole at times!” Atsushi was truly starting to get infuriated by his partner but he resigned himself to just adjusting his glasses and underlining a possible clue for their case.
He almost thanked God for the few seconds of quiet, but it didn’t last long.
“You are the asshole, always thinking badly of me.” Akutagawa scoffed before crossing his arms over his chest, waiting for the other’s attention. When he finally got sunset eyes inquiring from above the man’s glasses, he continued. “You said it yourself, you’re tired. I really think you should go home and sleep.”
Or where Akutagawa has to force Atsushi to take a break and the two of them are very soft to each other after a little rest.
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"Kyoka!" Atsushi ran faster to get to her side and help her up, the herd was too close to them. He held Kyouka in his arms, closing his eyes tightly, and tried his best to cover her frame with his body as the zombies approached— a desperate attempt to protect her.
"Don't! Don't!" Kyouka yelled. He could run by himself if he left her there, but he wouldn't leave her. He’d rather sacrifice his body if it meant keeping her safe. "Atsushi..."
Just as Kyouka was lamenting their near future, the floor beneath them started shaking and rumbling, slowing the dead as some fell from the quivering. Then suddenly, pipes rose from the pavement and crossed in front of the zombies, creating a solid fence that would delay the march of the horde.
"Get in the fucking car! Now!"
Where they have to survive together and, in their journey, they have to come to terms with how they feel, their previous actions and what will come next.
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Good for you (but not as good as you're for me) by Paus_apocalypse (philophobi4)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
30 Oct 2022
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Shuuji— Dazai— has been streaming for a long time as a camboy but he's never met anyone like Chuuya. No one has made him feel so good and he's not sure how to take that.
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In the wake of dawn Atsushi is triggered by his own dreams and worries, but this time partner is ready to help him as much as he can.
Or Shin Soukoku messy hurt/comfort where they fight their problems by staring lovingly at each other.
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“You wanted to see me, Boss?” Chuuya asks.
Mori smiles. Oh no. “Oh, yes. Thank you for coming.” Chuuya can almost see the daggers Dazai is glaring at Mori. “As you can see, Dazai has had a couple of unfortunate accidents resulting in the temporary loss of use of his arms.”
Chuuya looks over at Dazai, who, sure enough, has a cast around each arm. The cast on his right arm ends above his elbow, completely encasing his hand, and is supported by a sling. The one on his left leaves his fingers exposed and lets him freely move his elbow, at least, but that isn’t a lot when your other arm is useless. Chuuya is getting a bad feeling about this.
Mori looks like the cat that ate the canary when Chuuya looks back at him. So much so that Chuuya is half tempted to look around for little yellow feathers. Mori continues, “Due to his condition, Dazai will need someone to look after him and help him do things in the meantime.”
“Mori…” Dazai growls. Chuuya can feel his lip curling in disgust. Maybe he should’ve just skipped work today.
“I’d like you to act as his caretaker, Chuuya.”
Based on fanart by caelanglang on tumblr!
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27 Apr 2023
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A bad day at work, and Atsushi Nakajima is left with a dilemma: claw marks across his arm that won't heal, a haywire tiger, and a fallacy in No Longer Human that leaves Dazai unable to reverse his condition.
As Dazai always causes, there's trouble on the horizon when Atsushi's told he'll be staying with Ryuunosuke Akutagawa until his symptoms wear off. How this leads to cooking for the mafia, finding kinship in a mafia Executive that hates his guts, and facing his past in one fell swoop, he doesn't know.
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01 Nov 2022
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After a few days, Dazai had quickly bounced back from his fever. Kunikida credited his commitment to Dazai’s health for his quick recovery. Unfortunately, said commitment had ended up resulting in his own ailment.
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- Part 2 of kunikidazai sick days
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30 Oct 2022
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Kyouka needed an occasion to wear her new dress and Atsushi figured a picnic would be fun. Somebody else joins them too.
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20 Aug 2022
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“Nobody’s home,” Ryunosuke announced in his hoarse voice as Atsushi stepped into the safehouse a selected group of Agency and Mafia members were using for a mission. Atsushi looked up at him, the straw of the juice he was still drinking between his teeth, and locked eyes with his partner.
“Just me and you-”
“You and me alone.”
«────── « ⋅ʚ♡ɞ⋅ » ──────»
Based on Melanie Martinez's song "Play Date".
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10 Aug 2022