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It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —
Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.
Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —
And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.
Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.
Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.
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20 Mar 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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19 Mar 2026
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Daddy invites a friend over, along with their own pet. Will the three pets get along as well as he promised?
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- Part 9 of My Depraved Fantasy
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01 Dec 2023
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Usually Arden is the only one at the gym on a Friday night, which suits him well.
Tonight, he has company.
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- Part 5 of Noncon Trans Smut
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14 Nov 2023
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My contribution to Kinktober '23: Dead Dove Chapter!
Day 31: Flavors of Noncon
Chase hadn’t allowed him to wear anything more than lingerie since the humiliating, exposing moment when he had been stripped bare for all their neighbors to see. Today he hadn’t been provided with even that small comfort: He had his collar, of course, and a pair of hot pink kitten heels to protect his feet from the rough pavement. But other than that he was completely naked, put on display for everyone they passed as Chase guided him through the park near their neighborhood.Series
- Part 3 of Dead Dove Events
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