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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    The nuclear bomb that was Hollanov had completely wiped out any other hockey gossip, but Harris remembered why Troy had been traded here. He’d been traded suddenly at the last possible second, played the last few weeks of the season like a robot. He’d been there. Like the benches were there. Like the adverts on the boards were there. He skated. He caught and passed the puck. He still kept up with Rozanov enough to assist in a few points at the end of the season. Then he’d fucked off for the summer, disappearing. This year, he’d showed up the same way, just a guy in a practice uniform. But he always had shadows under his eyes, and one time had smelled like liquor when he zoomed by Harris as he stood in the team box snapping photos for the instagram.
    Hollanov was a much bigger story than Troy Barrett forgetting how to play hockey. No one seemed to remember he was even here. Not even Troy.

    Or: Troy works out his heartbreak by slutting around. Then maybe he finds a better way to cope.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Everyone in the Guardians knows that Troy’s only hookup is in Ottawa, with a girl named Maris. 

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    11 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 60

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    Harris and Troy finally try out that locker room fantasy, and learn some new things.

    Part filthiest degradation kink, part fluffiest emotional hurt/comfort. Lots of talking. The past is a complex and mysterious foreign land.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    After leaving the Toronto Guardians, Troy hopes for a fresh start. A strange encounter with a ghost at an apple farm gives him exactly that.

    In the meantime, Harris cannot figure out why Troy is constantly hanging around his office.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    07 Jan 2026