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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    It's been a week since Steve Harrington was attacked by demo-bats in the upside down, but the pain isn't over. He has nightmares every single night and can't sleep without waking up panicking and dripping with sweat. His wounds are infected and causing him almost unbearable pain, but he refuses to ask anyone for help. Steve doesn't show up to work one day and his coworker and best friend Robin Buckley is worried. She calls the only other adult that she knows is available, Eddie Munson, to check on him.

    Title is from the song Personal Lies by Djo

    FIC HAS NO SPOILERS FOR SEASON FOUR PART TWO, COMMENTS MAY NOT BE SPOILER FREE

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    07 Jul 2022

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    A year on, and Steve and Eddie are still coping with the physical and mental wounds left by the demobats. Eddie very softly doms Steve to help him through a rough patch with lots of dirty talk and praise.

    '87, baby.

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    Ayato pays so much attention to Thoma's hands during a cooking lesson, he needs to bring matters into his own.

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