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Rafael Barba learned how to protect his heart from the world, and he gave up on the hope of ever falling in love - until Sonny Carisi made him want all the things he'd accepted he would never have.
*As is often the case, I've ignored the existence of The Undiscovered Country and Barba's resultant departure.*
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23 May 2026
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“You’re Rafael Barba. Assistant District Attorney for Manhattan,” he answered and Rafael let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. At least until Carisi smiled so wide and happy and added, “My husband.”
The words were so alien to him that he honestly couldn’t respond for a second, just kept staring at Carisi’s happy face and at the stitches in his head while he saw flashes of blood on the car window. He couldn’t imagine his expression but knew it was something less than comforting as he watched Carisi’s face fall, his eyebrows draw together.
“What?” Carisi asked finally, eyes flitting to the nurse still hovering in the corner of the room. “What’s the matter?”
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[Or, Carisi gets amnesia and believes they're married and Rafael has to play along... risking his own heart in the process.]
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04 May 2026
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One story about Sonny regaining his lost confidence.
One story about Rafael remembering how to have fun.Two stories about Rafael and Sonny helping each other get there.
And some more stories, about how they lived happily (and angstily) ever after.
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02 May 2026
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Pastel! Dan, the subject to bullying, becomes a hero in the eyes of his peers. After leading a shy life, pastel! Dan leaves this world a hero.
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09 Jun 2016
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in the blink of an eye by cockwhoredan
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
12 Dec 2016
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a fic following the progression of dan and phil’s relationship over the span of their u.s. tour. (sharing beds just makes dan's heart ache for phil even more.)
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07 Jun 2016