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ret·ro·grade ˈre-trə-ˌgrād
- being in motion in a direction contrary to that of the general motion of similar bodies
- affecting memories of a period prior to a precipitating event (such as brain injury or disease)
- to go back
After an accident leaves Eddie with amnesia, Buck takes him home to recover, and in the absence of his memories, Eddie reveals parts of himself he’s kept hidden for years.
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30 May 2026
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Eddie finds out what Buck has been hiding from him.
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- Part 14 of What If (911 S9)
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20 Mar 2026
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23 Jan 2026
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Maddie
Oh
Oh my god, Evan
Buck
i picked it up from the jeweler this morning
and before you even say it, i know. i’m moving too fast, i’m being impulsive, we only just got together
Maddie
Buck
Buck
but we all know that this has been coming for a really long time now right?
i mean, eddie and i have been partners in all but name for YEARS. who cares if it’s only been official for a month and a half?
Maddie
You’re completely right but seriously, wait a minuteBuck and Eddie find themselves in the middle of another betting pool. Once again, it goes about as well as you’d expect (but maybe just a little bit better).
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- Part 2 of what goes around 'verse
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19 Jan 2026
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There's a part of Eddie that's tempted to do something insane, something that'll absolutely fuck up this Eddie's day, if he's a real person with a real life that Eddie is just borrowing for the time being, and not an elaborate figment of his own subconscious. Something like hopping on a plane to Los Angeles, tracking down whatever version of Buck lives there now, seeing what happens.
He wants to know if Buck would smile at him again, without the weight of history between them. If maybe, in a different world, he'd want Eddie.
Or: in the aftermath of a deadly car accident, Eddie finds himself able to visit other lives he could have lived: other worlds, other possibilities, and maybe - just maybe - a chance to get things right.
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17 Jan 2026
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They exchanged an uncomfortable glance before they set off walking into the building. Buck and Eddie moved in a silence that was only briefly broken when Buck gave his name to the hostess, who navigated them through the main dining area to a quiet table by the window.
It was incredibly romantic; candles lit, muted jazz lilting through the speakers. It should have been perfect.
The only problem was, Buck didn’t know what to say. Buck. Evan Buckley couldn’t think of a single thing to say. To Eddie!
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23 Dec 2025
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Meet Me in the Middle (Underneath a Little Bit of Mistletoe) by Princessfbi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Dec 2022
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“I’m sorry…” Eddie said, holding his hand out to stop the tumble of words falling from Buck’s lips. “You want to what?”
Of all the things he thought Buck wanted to talk about at breakfast, the breakfast Buck had asked Eddie if he wanted to grab at the end of their long shift, this was nowhere near it.
“Fake date.” Buck repeated with all the confidence in the world that Eddie didn’t believe for a second because what Buck was proposing was insane. “For the holidays.”
aka Buck and Eddie agree to fake date each other to get through dinner with their parents during the holidays!
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30 Nov 2025
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Really, Eddie doesn’t care that the PTA aren’t his biggest fan. He knows he misses too many meetings, and it’s not like he’s best friends with any of the other parents. It doesn’t affect Christopher, so it doesn’t bother him. He’ll pay for the annual fundraising mugs and consider his duty done.
But then Buck picks Christopher up from a class trip and it all goes to hell.
Like, of course Buck is everyone’s dream guy. He’s responsible with kids, and kind, and funny and interesting and hot to touch. That’s obvious. But now Eddie’s fighting to keep the PTA moms, teachers, and dads, all off an unsuspecting and tempting Buck.
Because Eddie is a good friend. Right?
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27 Nov 2025
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Sometimes the grief is all consuming, and Buck winds up overwhelmed and alone, hiding in bed on shift-day. Eddie's understandably worried.
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- Part 16 of Buddie Short Stuff
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24 Nov 2025
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Eddie Diaz always thought he just had a low sex drive. Sex and the desire to touch his partner was just never really a big part of him or his relationships until… Buck.
A switch had flipped in his brain and suddenly sex was always on his mind. :3Buck discovers Eddie’s new love language being physical touch and sometimes those touches get steamy very quickly. :3
And soon, the 118 became the victims of seeing too much PTA between the two men. :3
Smut, love, family, touching, fucking <3
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22 Nov 2025
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“You were drunk. I know it didn’t mean anything. Everything’s alright.”
Buck visibly winces. “That’s not — Eddie.”
There’s a suspended moment where Buck looks torn, standing on the edge of something, eyes fixed on the horizon to avoid looking at the drop, the precipitous canyon below. But then Buck, who can’t lie, who would tear his own chest open to a complete stranger on the street because the truth of him spills so loudly out of every jagged edge, sighs out:
“It meant something.”
There’s a ringing sound somewhere in the distance, getting closer. “What are you…” Eddie trails off.
“I wasn’t — well, I was drunk. But that wasn’t what. Wasn’t why. Not entirely, or — god.” Buck shudders in a breath, steeling himself. “I have feelings for you.” He closes his eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
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Buck confesses his feelings. Eddie’s straight. If he spends all his time thinking about Buck and looking at Buck and wanting to be around Buck, well, that’s just being a good friend, isn’t it? He’s being so normal about this, actually.
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22 Nov 2025
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“Eds? There was something I wanted to ask you,” Buck said quietly. Eddie turned his head, propping his chin on Buck’s chest to look up at him. “Ever since you went to El Paso, you’ve been…weird. Not like, bad weird or anything, just not…yourself.”
“Is there a question in there?” Eddie’s reply was a little sharp, and his eyes narrowed.
“I just wanted to make sure you were okay. And to ask if something…happened with your parents,” Buck bit his lip. “You haven’t been as…you.” Eddie watched him for a long moment before exhaling with a sigh and falling limp against Buck’s torso.
“You’re right,” he mumbled. “I just…something my mom said has been bothering me.”
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Eddie's been acting a little off, and Buck plans to figure out what it is. Then he fucks him to fix it.
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- Part 6 of Age Gap Buddie
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19 Nov 2025
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The water is hot. Pleasantly so. Roiling gently thanks to the jets. Eddie plunges into it with a sigh pulled from somewhere deep. He sinks onto the bench and tips his head back, submerged enough to rest it comfortably against the ledge of the tub behind him. The water rises as he settles, lapping at his collarbones. Beneath its surface, he stretches his legs out.
It’s a quiet night. The neighborhood children are all tucked up in bed by now, the cars parked in driveways for the evening. The windows are shut, so are the sliding glass doors to yards; the distant, twinkling sounds of conversation and laughter from within long since muted. The noise of the city is inescapable, but here, it’s softer. Further off. It’s almost easy for it to fade into the background in this little corner of suburbia. Instead, crickets chirp from the bushes, the stray croak of a frog from somewhere in the grass joins their song. Overhead, string lights weave through the patio cover beams, casting the porch in a soft, warm glow.
It’s nice here, in Buck’s new backyard. Peaceful.
But, maybe that’s more to do with the company, than the ambiance.
Or, Buck, Eddie, and Buck's new hot tub.
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18 Nov 2025
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be needy with me, i like it (it's my most favourite thing in the world) by divineclouds
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
21 Nov 2024
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Eddie opened his mouth to say something else but Buck quickly shut him up. By kissing him, of course, and he smiled at the way Eddie immediately soften at the kiss. "Who knew you'd be so needy, huh", he teased and Eddie blushed at that, cheeks reddening adorably.
"Shut up, m'not needy"
"Oh yes, yes, you are"
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or, a needy Eddie fic
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17 Nov 2025
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Ravi: i take back everything, i’m no longer glad to be here
Ravi: buck’s sighs have been taken out of the chat
Chim: If you sigh one more time I’m going to smack you
Buck: can't a man be dramatic in peace
Bobby: Please no threats of physical violence in the work group chat. Gather for roll call. Thank you. – Bobby Nash
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15 Nov 2025
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'You comfy enough there, bud?' says Eddie, coming into the bedroom to find Buck propped against the pillows, one under his bad leg, more pillows bolstering his arms, enough that he looks small, despite the 6”2” bulk of him.
'Yes,' Buck pouts, lowering his book, and he tries to sit up but he’s a little too buried in goose down and it just looks like he’s wriggling, a beetle flipped onto its back.
Eddie laughs at him and Buck flushes pink. They bicker about the pillows often enough, Buck has to have at least three to sleep, huge and plush, while Eddie is happy with two, medium firmness at most, but somehow there never seems to be fewer than nine pillows on their bed at any given moment. Eddie runs hot, all the time, but especially at night and he's constantly chucking pillows to the floor or shoving them to Buck's side of the bed. The best compromise is when Buck abandons the pillows entirely, wrapping his long limbs around Eddie, head resting against Eddie's chest.
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Buck has so many pillows on their bed and Eddie decides to use this to his advantage, putting Buck on his back and having his way with him.
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09 Nov 2025
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“What do you want, Eddie?”
“Buck.”
“What do you want, Eddie? I’m going to keep asking until you just tell me.”
“I can’t! Don’t you get it? I can’t tell you, Buck.” Eddie was getting pissed. Why was Buck pushing so hard? Why couldn’t he just let things be? He rounded the island to make room for himself on the other side of the kitchen. Away from Buck. Away from the anger, hurt, and despair bubbling in his chest, threatening to spill over.
“Buck, please.” He wasn’t above begging. Not now, not for this.
“No, Eddie. You can. Just say it.” He sounded much closer than before and Eddie was even closer to losing it. “What do you want, Eddie?”
“Buck, please... Don’t make me say it.” The unshed tears that were resting on his waterline began falling and he couldn’t help the sob that escaped his chest.
“Eds. What. Do. You. Want?”
“You!” Eddie screamed.
OR The one where Buck corners Eddie for answers after Eddie starts acting weird and it leads down a road neither of them expected.
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07 Nov 2025
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After only recently getting together, Buck and Eddie are still testing the waters of their sex life. While Buck can sense that Eddie is just as kinky as him, he doesn’t know how to talk to Eddie without scaring him away.
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07 Nov 2025
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Beatrice Carter decides to move closer to her daughter and grandchildren following the drama of the pandemic. Building relationships with the stable Grant-Nash family brings Beatrice closer to her daughter, rebuilding the previously strained relationship.
Surprising no one, Beatrice adores Evan Buckley, wholeheartedly welcoming him to the family.
Until a 'Welcome to the World' party for the latest addition to the 118 family brings some explosive revelations.
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- Part 2 of Buddie Bingo 2k22
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06 Nov 2025
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"Eddie?" Buck asks quietly.
He groans a little, not wanting to be too loud. His head pounds at that simple sound.
Buck walks into the hall, and Eddie knows he can see his feet from where he lies, and then he hears the panic of quick steps. "Oh my god, Eddie? Are you okay? Did you fall?" Each word throbs in his head as the panic of the caring man stands above him.
Eddie raises his arm as he speaks to Buck, "I told you to have fun," he whispers. His elbow is covering his eyes the minute that Buck turns the light on in the bathroom.
Or, Eddie has migraines, Buck takes care of him, and learns a new recipe in the process.
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06 Nov 2025