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    shane and ilya try bdsm for the first time after their cottage getaway, and it doesn’t exactly go as shane had thought it would.

    (google didn't tell him he would sub-drop on their first try).

    canon universe hollanov, post-cottage and episode 6, subdrop!shane, dom!ilya

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “I mean yeah, it stung a little that it felt like you just wanted to fuck me and be over with it, but I was used to that.” Shane starts explaining.

    Ilya can’t help the hurt noise that escapes him.

    “But uh, we didn’t kiss.” Shane tacks on.

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    Ilya finds out that Shane dropped in Vegas.

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    31 May 2026

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    Shane shut his eyes, leaning back against the couch. 

    He was fine. He had to be.

    What am I meant to do, Shane thought desperately to himself, when I can’t remember why I was even recovering in the first place?

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    shane relapses with his ed, no one has a good time

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    28 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 80

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    Shane has lived by routine for most of his adult life. It has always kept him steady.

    Moving in with Ilya changes things in small, gentle ways. Shared mornings. Shared meals. Love offered through touch and food. Nothing bad happens.

    Until Shane starts tightening again, and Ilya mistakes the distance for rejection instead of fear.

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    26 May 2026

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    "Now, now," Ilya calls to the room, walking in from the shower, hair still dripping wet. Shane can see the dark spots from where the droplets landed on his shirt. The idiot hasn't even dried off completely, the wet of his body making his shirt stick. He wants to take a towel and smother him. "Do not stress Hollander out. Is bad for baby."

    Luca makes a confused sound from where he's lacing up his sneakers. The angel that he is, he spares Shane the irritation of not joining whatever nonsense the rest of the guys are cooking up. "Huh? What baby?"

    "Him," he goes to his cubby, starts messing around with his bag, his back to the room. "Hollander is baby."

    "Rozanov." Shane is at the end of his rope. This entire team can burn to the ground for all he cares.

    5 times Shane obliviously sits through Ilya’s affection + 1 time he realizes it

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    10 May 2026