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    Alan Scott comes out. His world unravels.

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    two character studies and some stress relief.

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    A 1920's AU set in the DC universe.

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    “It scares me, Buck,” Eddie admits sometime later. “What I was willing to do for you."

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “You didn’t have to do that,” Buck says when they’re halfway across Arizona.

    He’s been staring out the passenger window for almost an hour, forehead resting against the hot, dusty glass. Eddie glances over at him, then down at the gauges on the dashboard to make sure the piece of shit car’s not going to blow up, then back at the road.

    Tight grip on the steering wheel, just in case.

    “Do what?”

    Buck picks up his head and adjusts himself in his seat with a grunt. Eddie listens to him take a steadying breath, another while he works through the pain.

    “In the bar,” he says. “The other night. Those guys.”

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “And then he basically accused me of being in love with you, which was so ridiculous that I kicked him out,” Buck finally says, out of breath and flushed with terror. “Which was the right move, because that was crazy, right? Doesn’t that sound crazy?”

    “What? Why?” Eddie asks over speakerphone, sounding not even a little horrified by the suggestion and in fact, more distracted than anything. “Wait, sorry, give me one second, I need to watch the recipe video.

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    In which Eddie isn't as predictable as he seems, and Buck isn't as crazy as he feels.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    Eddie listens to the voicemail later. Buck sounds like he’s at a grocery store, absentmindedly talking into the phone. “Oh, I guess you’re with your sisters. Sorry to miss you. I just wanted to tell you about this call we had last night, but I gotta hear your reactions, so, later. Okay, uh, I guess I’ll just call back. Or text.”

    It ends abruptly, without a goodbye. Eddie replays it a second time, closes his eyes as he sits in the truck. For a moment, he can pretend Buck is sitting in the passenger seat next to him. For a moment, Eddie is back in Los Angeles and his best friend is dragging him through the grocery store.

    The voicemail ends, Eddie opens his eyes, and the fantasy breaks. Eddie is still in El Paso, parked in front of the house he’s renting, and there’s no one in the passenger seat with him.

    Eddie moves to Texas. Buck moves into his house. There's a love story somewhere in here.

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    09 Jan 2025

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    It’s not like Buck needs anyone to tell him what his issues are. They might as well be written on his forehead in bright red marker. He’s not ignoring it or anything; Buck just doesn’t see the point in re-litigating them every time he feels like this, every time he feels like a dog that got sent back to the pound. It’s not like he doesn’t have his friends and family, and Tommy is sleeping right next to him, but there’s a hole in Buck’s chest he’s had since he was born and he still doesn’t know how to fill it.

    When the 118 is closed for reconstruction after an earthquake, Buck is a floater for different stations around the city. He tries not to let it get to him. Much.

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    28 Nov 2024