14 Works by rainbeam
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And when Pedri finally manages to pry his eyes open and meet Gavi’s gaze, he almost caves and asks Gavi to fuck him - but no, Gavi doesn’t deserve that. Gavi deserves the red spots that are searing into the caps of his knees, he deserves the sting of Pedri’s fingers around his hair, the suffocation of Pedri’s flesh against his tongue. That’s all he gets, that’s all Pedri will give.
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- Part 5 of this love left a permanent mark
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baby take your time, what’s the rush? by rainbeam for lkluvsu
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
15 Apr 2025
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“I call you an idiot and suddenly you want to kiss me?” Pedri teases, his hair falling across his forehead in a way that made him look decades younger. Or maybe it was his smile, Gavi could never tell.
“No,” Gavi huffs, already smiling. “I want to kiss you all the time.”
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Regret, like buckets of boiling water pummeled down on him from all angles, hot and searing as it washed over his skin, over the last reminders of Pedri’s skin against his own, and pooled in his stomach, dripping in large frustrated doses into his pelvis.
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- Part 4 of this love left a permanent mark
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Gavi grazes his fingers over him, feels the ripple of Pedri's deception, etched like ink on paper over his skin. Pedri stares up at him, waits for Gavi to shred him to pieces. Limb from limb, word from word, lie from lie.
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Maybe Gavi should’ve thought about this a little harder, considered it a little longer before he started packing a change of clothes in his backpack, a box of condoms buried securely between the folds of his T-shirt. But he’s been in a weird headspace all week, had been restless as soon as he had clicked onto that photo of Pedri and Jude.
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Pedri starts coughing up flowers.
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It felt like a goodbye, like a last time, and Pedri couldn’t fucking breathe.
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- Part 3 of this love left a permanent mark
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Gavi loves like fire but Pedri has a girlfriend.
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Gavi knew Pedri was nowhere near at fault. He knew if anyone was to blame it was Sofia, who had completely forgotten of his existence the second another guy had approached her, but some part of himself couldn’t help but wish for Pedri to fall into a hole and never come back out.
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Fuck, they weren’t even dating. Gavi always managed to forget that tiny, crucial fact.
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- Part 2 of this love left a permanent mark
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Pedri wished Gavi would stop holding back, wished he would just say whatever it was that was so constantly at the verge of escaping his lips.
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- Part 1 of this love left a permanent mark
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so maybe they were both the fools, chasing after words that had no need to be said.
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leavin' like a father
running like water, i
and when you are young, they assume you know nothing
but I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss
i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs
the smell of smoke would hang around this long
‘cause i knew everything when i was young
i knew i'd curse you for the longest time
chasin' shadows in the grocery line
i knew you’d miss me once the thrill expired
and you'd be standin’ in my front porch light
and i knew you'd come back to meOr: just as Gavi yearned for the cold only Pedri could provide him with, Pedri yearned for his warmth.
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Pedri wouldn’t be able to tell you exactly when it had become second nature to have Gavi beside him, or when it had become so off putting to see him with someone that wasn’t Pedri, but somewhere along the road, it had happened and Pedri was unable to escape it now.