rasp11
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I'd sell my soul to the devil, darling, to borrow your life for the span of a heartbeat by rasp11
Fandoms: Original Work
04 May 2026
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Just a diary written to soften the self-loathing, not worth your time I suppose.
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Some boys take a beautiful girl and hide her away from the rest of the world by rasp11
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
27 Apr 2026
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After an overtime loss, Caitlyn tries to comfort her boyfriend, but his quiet bitterness cuts her off, leaving her with an unspoken gift in hand and a growing, unnameable pull toward Vi that she refuses to face.
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wash the poison from off my skin, show me how to be whole again by rasp11
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Jan 2026
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Caitlyn Kiramman is the perfect student with a perfect future, Vi Lanes is the reckless ice hockey star everyone loves. But when their worlds collide, neither of them is as untouchable as they pretend to be. As Caitlyn’s life quietly spirals, Vi starts noticing cracks no one else sees, and refusing to look away may be the bravest thing she’s ever done.
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you're my only compass, i might get lost without you by rasp11
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
18 Dec 2025
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After a late-night grocery run, Macklin spirals over what cereal to buy, and Will steadies him in the quiet and ordinary ways that make the night feel soft again.
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if i speak your name, the violets will bloom again by rasp11
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
18 Dec 2025
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Caitlyn spends her days buried in textbooks, keeping her head down, her chest tight, her father’s silence weighing heavier than any lecture hall. Nights are quieter still, save for the scratch of pen on paper and the cough she pretends isn’t there, the one that leaves violets scattered on her sheets.
Meanwhile, Vi lights up the stadium, the kind of girl the crowd chants for, captain’s patch stitched in gold, a girlfriend waiting at the sidelines. She shines too brightly to notice the girl in the stands, pale and breathless, pressing a hand against her ribs like she can hold herself together.
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Or, the slow unravel of Caitlyn Kiramman, who falls in love with someone untouchable, and finds her lungs blooming violets in the quiet months between.
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When You Go Quiet (I Hate Myself) by TheRedSourPatchKid
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
27 Mar 2026
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She did laugh at that one, but her smile quickly faded. “I mean, making out is great—don’t get me wrong—but I have been wondering, would you want to have sex?”
Caitlyn didn’t think she’d get this far.
___Caitlyn can't believe her new girlfriend wants to have sex with her. She can't mess this up; she has research to do, things to buy, and Vi cannot, under any circumstances, find out she's a virgin.
Vi's heard some things about what women like Caitlyn are like in bed. She's not sure she can handle it.Series
- Part 2 of Spoon Theory
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18 May 2026
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i’ll be right here (wishing the flowers were from you) by erjastark
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
04 Feb 2025
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“Cait.” The warning in Vi’s voice is clear, her hand balled into a fist as she pulls it back into her lap. “You’re twisting my words. I’m your friend, you don’t have to shut me out like this. We can work through whatever it is that’s bothering you.”
The word hits her like a slap to the face. Friend. Exactly, they are friends. They are best friends.
They will never be anything more.
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Caitlyn can’t stop throwing up violets. Too bad that she’s too stubborn to do anything but suffer the consequences.
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04 May 2026
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my soul is the shadow of yours by livtopaz
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
19 Jan 2025
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Caitlyn’s world is filled with violets.
Bookmarked by rasp11
04 May 2026
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the crumble of butter, soft and warm by taq
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
30 Dec 2024
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Cait’s probably been hoping that Vi won’t notice at all.
Too bad.
Too fucking bad.
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28 Apr 2026
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She walked all alone, wearing a thick hood that covered the bruises on her neck. No one paid any attention to the poor orphan. Everyone was familiar with her story. First a councilor's daughter, then a whore ready to suck for food. She lost everything: friends, parents, and her.
However, fate is a very surprising thing. After taking everything away and making you feel pain again and again, sooner or later she gives up, giving you a chance for happiness.
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26 Apr 2026